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1 Rejection, My Old Friend 1 22 2026/04/27 6 weeks ago
2 No Fucking Prize 1 37 2026/01/22 20 weeks ago
3 Wicked Mistress 1 34 2026/01/22 20 weeks ago
4 Closed Doors 1 37 2026/01/22 20 weeks ago
5 Miserable 1 35 2026/01/09 22 weeks ago
6 Shit 40 2026/01/09 22 weeks ago
7 Scorched Earth 36 2026/01/09 22 weeks ago
8 Wallflower 38 2025/12/11 26 weeks ago
9 Off-Kilter 39 2025/12/11 26 weeks ago
10 Obituary 67 2025/05/20 1 year ago
11 Waterworks 70 2025/05/19 1 year ago
12 Liquor 67 2025/05/20 1 year ago
13 Anxiety 80 2025/03/04 1 year ago
14 Put Me Out of My Misery 100 2025/02/25 1 year ago
15 Bullshit 81 2025/01/31 1 year ago
16 No Safe Place 68 2025/01/23 1 year ago
17 Side Effects 66 2025/01/23 1 year ago
18 Preemptive Pardons 71 2025/01/22 1 year ago
19 Deep Wounds 88 2025/01/21 1 year ago
20 The Common Denominator 91 2025/01/10 1 year ago
21 Fragile 90 2024/12/07 1 year ago
22 I Had Enough of That for One Weekend 118 2024/10/17 1 year ago
23 Catatonic 108 2024/10/10 1 year ago
24 The Perfect Storm 106 2024/10/10 1 year ago
25 Beckon the Dawn 109 2024/09/16 1 year ago
26 Quicksand 111 2024/09/16 1 year ago
27 Everything in Me 114 2024/09/13 1 year ago
28 Exposed 121 2024/09/13 1 year ago
29 Weekends 120 2024/07/15 1 year ago
30 Crying Myself to Sleep 145 2024/06/06 2 years ago
31 Hunger Pangs 147 2024/05/30 2 years ago
32 One With Nature 141 2024/05/05 2 years ago
33 Deprived/Depraved 151 2024/05/02 2 years ago
34 Slow Workdays 150 2024/04/11 2 years ago
35 Blurred Vision 173 2024/04/10 2 years ago
36 Perfect Storm 158 2024/04/03 2 years ago
37 Punching Bag 149 2024/04/03 2 years ago
38 Case of the Mondays 189 2024/03/08 2 years ago
39 Destructive 2 178 2024/02/09 2 years ago
40 Voodoo Doll 1 183 2024/01/12 2 years ago
41 Fall Back 174 2024/01/12 2 years ago
42 Reckless 189 2024/01/05 2 years ago
43 Anything But Broken 142 2023/12/26 2 years ago
44 The Darkness 182 2023/12/15 2 years ago
45 Grand Manipulator 1 203 2023/12/15 2 years ago
46 Slave to My Body 178 2023/12/15 2 years ago
47 Pain Rises 176 2023/12/03 2 years ago
48 Prisoner to Lust 196 2023/11/13 2 years ago
49 Hollow Pursuits 193 2023/11/11 2 years ago
50 Pretend 156 2023/10/29 2 years ago
51 What Hurts Most 177 2023/10/29 2 years ago
52 The Perfect Crime 226 2023/10/26 2 years ago
53 I Know Better 148 2023/10/25 2 years ago
54 Withdraw 143 2023/10/23 2 years ago
55 And Just Like That 145 2023/10/20 2 years ago
56 Patterns of the Past 150 2023/10/20 2 years ago
57 Insecure 187 2023/10/05 2 years ago
58 Mind Numbing 188 2023/10/03 2 years ago
59 Unforgivable 192 2023/10/03 2 years ago
60 No Escape 175 2023/09/21 2 years ago
61 My Mind 1 184 2023/09/15 2 years ago
62 In The Feels 2 236 2023/08/09 2 years ago
63 Fucked-Up 2 219 2023/05/31 3 years ago
64 (W)retched Poetry 1 279 2023/04/10 3 years ago
65 Mute 3 251 2023/04/10 3 years ago
66 Grayscale 1 224 2023/03/14 3 years ago
67 Mouse Sounds 213 2023/03/11 3 years ago
68 Total Waste 1 239 2023/03/11 3 years ago
69 Foggy 264 2022/11/04 3 years ago
70 Surface Pressure 1 392 2022/10/12 3 years ago
71 Cracked Foundation 351 2022/09/14 3 years ago
72 Coffee Filter 210 2022/09/13 3 years ago
73 Air 216 2022/08/17 3 years ago
74 Tequila & Coke 225 2022/08/17 3 years ago
75 Drunk 263 2022/07/12 3 years ago
76 Dim 1 326 2022/07/10 3 years ago
77 Hi Misery 234 2022/07/10 3 years ago
78 Alone With My Thoughts 361 2022/07/10 3 years ago
79 Uncertainty 377 2022/06/03 4 years ago
80 To Hell With It All 2 256 2022/04/22 4 years ago
81 To Hell With It All 255 2022/02/05 4 years ago
82 Buckle 271 2021/05/06 5 years ago
83 No Happily Ever After 2 283 2021/03/01 5 years ago
84 I Am Pain 270 2021/03/01 5 years ago
85 Bipolar 2 262 2020/12/29 5 years ago
86 A Handful 2 246 2020/09/25 5 years ago
87 Write-Off 246 2020/09/25 5 years ago
88 Outnumbered 231 2020/09/25 5 years ago
89 Old Friend 237 2020/09/25 5 years ago
90 Bullying 238 2021/10/26 6 years ago
91 Self-Quarantine 1 265 2020/03/26 6 years ago
92 Happy 275 2020/02/04 6 years ago
93 Forgettable 242 2019/11/14 6 years ago
94 Backseat 248 2019/11/14 6 years ago
95 Arthritis of the Mind 355 2019/09/13 6 years ago
96 Tears 275 2019/09/13 6 years ago
97 Stage Act 289 2019/09/13 6 years ago
98 The DNA of My Soul 1 263 2019/09/13 6 years ago
99 Stalked by the Shadows 268 2019/06/21 6 years ago
100 Brain is Broken 230 2019/05/29 7 years ago
101 My Happy Ending 2 269 2019/05/17 7 years ago
102 Hazy 311 2019/04/11 7 years ago
103 Defusing Bombs 352 2019/01/07 7 years ago
104 Misery Loves Company 298 2018/12/20 7 years ago
105 My Heart is a Mess 256 2018/12/20 7 years ago
106 Pieces of Me 275 2018/12/20 7 years ago
107 Muted 253 2018/12/19 7 years ago
108 Ugliness Inside 314 2018/07/27 7 years ago
109 Autumn 263 2018/07/27 7 years ago
110 The Misery of Loneliness 298 2018/07/26 7 years ago
111 Looking for a Home 358 2018/07/25 7 years ago
112 I'll Never Know 360 2018/07/03 7 years ago
113 How Much Longer? 403 2018/07/25 7 years ago
114 Stunted 250 2018/06/27 7 years ago
115 Paperthin 353 2018/03/02 8 years ago
116 The Mask 399 2018/03/02 8 years ago
117 Touched 300 2018/02/22 8 years ago
118 Wildfire 1 319 2018/01/19 8 years ago
119 Reflections 289 2018/01/19 8 years ago
120 Love Myself 2 341 2018/01/17 8 years ago
121 The Art of Emptyness 232 2017/12/28 8 years ago
122 A Little Ill 207 2017/09/27 8 years ago
123 Remote Control 220 2017/08/19 8 years ago
124 Happy For Once 223 2017/06/27 8 years ago
125 Nowhere to Hide 200 2017/06/14 9 years ago
126 Open Heart Surgery 1 299 2017/06/14 9 years ago
127 Scars on the Inside 338 2017/05/03 9 years ago
128 Hung 316 2017/05/03 9 years ago
129 Awakened 1 315 2017/04/04 9 years ago
130 A Long Day 343 2017/04/04 9 years ago
131 Sleepwalking 315 2017/04/01 9 years ago
132 Beauty and The Beast 215 2017/03/25 9 years ago
133 Heavy 316 2017/03/04 9 years ago
134 Hell on Earth 1 307 2016/03/23 10 years ago
135 Bloodletting 1 299 2015/12/11 10 years ago
136 Behind These Eyes 312 2015/12/11 10 years ago
137 My Definition of Irony 298 2015/11/16 10 years ago
138 Prison Cell 387 2015/11/04 10 years ago
139 Beautifully Broken 391 2015/11/03 10 years ago
140 Already Over 417 2015/11/03 10 years ago
141 Danger to Myself 278 2015/10/15 10 years ago
142 I'm A Mess 391 2017/03/25 10 years ago
143 Crash and Burn 340 2015/10/06 10 years ago
144 The Woman in the Mirror 430 2015/10/04 10 years ago
145 Good Morning, Sunshine 324 2015/09/08 10 years ago
146 Just Leave Me 296 2015/08/22 10 years ago
147 Maybe One Day 311 2015/08/18 10 years ago
148 When Will? 286 2015/08/14 10 years ago
149 Rule My World 277 2015/08/13 10 years ago
150 The Darkness Inside 1 315 2015/07/30 10 years ago
151 Only Darkness 259 2015/07/30 10 years ago
152 Giving Up 313 2015/07/29 10 years ago
153 Alter Ego 345 2015/07/22 10 years ago
154 The Siren's Song 298 2015/07/08 10 years ago
155 Pretty Face with a Tortured Soul 291 2015/06/28 10 years ago
156 The Grave of Judgment 1 252 2015/05/15 11 years ago
157 The Process of Writing 1 265 2015/05/14 11 years ago
158 When Life Destroys You 262 2015/04/25 11 years ago
159 Dead Inside 240 2015/04/25 11 years ago
160 It's So Hard 270 2015/04/10 11 years ago
161 The Voices in My Head 287 2015/04/10 11 years ago
162 Road Rage 251 2015/03/15 11 years ago
163 The Soul as a Window 270 2015/03/12 11 years ago
164 50 Shades 292 2015/02/22 11 years ago
165 Home is Where the Heart Breaks 1 272 2015/02/13 11 years ago
166 Texas Hold 'Em 1 292 2015/01/29 11 years ago
167 A Way Out 270 2015/01/27 11 years ago
168 Suspended in Air 232 2014/12/19 11 years ago
169 More Than Skin Deep 1 264 2014/12/19 11 years ago
170 Midas' Touch 247 2014/11/27 11 years ago
171 When Judgment Destroys 235 2014/10/28 11 years ago
172 A Broken Poet 258 2014/08/20 11 years ago
173 Human 242 2014/08/20 11 years ago
174 Anger Mismanagement 1 287 2014/08/19 11 years ago
175 Depression 267 2014/08/13 11 years ago
176 The Noise in My Head 1 316 2014/08/13 11 years ago
177 Calloused 265 2014/06/21 11 years ago
178 Take Heed 233 2014/05/24 12 years ago
179 The Quiet Girl 269 2014/04/10 12 years ago
180 Banana 448 2014/04/03 12 years ago
181 Crying on Sunday 224 2014/01/27 12 years ago
182 My True Colors 258 2014/01/17 12 years ago
183 Demons 300 2013/12/13 12 years ago
184 Catcus Flower 306 2013/12/13 12 years ago
185 A Dark Cloud Hovers 270 2013/11/28 12 years ago
186 Fear of Silence 237 2013/11/21 12 years ago
187 Frozen Memories 227 2013/10/12 12 years ago
188 Perfectionist 312 2013/10/05 12 years ago
189 I Don't Know 336 2015/10/27 12 years ago
190 It's a Miserable Life 291 2013/09/23 12 years ago
191 The Consequences of Kindness 344 2013/09/07 12 years ago
192 Life After 375 2013/09/07 12 years ago
193 Watching a Stonewall Break 247 2013/08/08 12 years ago
194 It's My Birthday and I'll Cry If I Want To 1 286 2013/07/31 12 years ago
195 Note to Self: I Forgive You 1 357 2013/07/30 12 years ago
196 I Travel Alone 1 317 2013/07/29 12 years ago
197 Self-Satisfaction 1 277 2013/07/25 12 years ago
198 Looking for North 252 2013/07/11 12 years ago
199 Even Here 242 2013/07/07 12 years ago
200 Rotten to the Core 344 2013/07/04 12 years ago
201 Unrequited Relationships 1 261 2013/06/20 12 years ago
202 Scripted 297 2013/05/14 13 years ago
203 Convoluted Delusions 1 404 2013/04/27 13 years ago
204 No Control 255 2013/04/27 13 years ago
205 The Ghost 223 2013/02/09 13 years ago
206 Catastrophe 238 2013/02/09 13 years ago
207 I Bled Myself Dry 1 282 2023/03/11 13 years ago
208 Drowning in a Puddle 280 2012/12/20 13 years ago
209 Quiet Desperation 274 2023/03/11 13 years ago
210 Through the Lens of my Camera 1 269 2012/12/08 13 years ago
211 Prisoner of my Flesh 1 320 2012/12/04 13 years ago
212 Fear Factor 2 230 2012/11/27 13 years ago
213 Caged Bird 313 2012/11/27 13 years ago
214 Double Edged Sword 315 2012/11/10 13 years ago
215 Drowning in Doubt 357 2012/10/20 13 years ago
216 The Fall 259 2012/10/12 13 years ago
217 A Broken Home 358 2012/10/12 13 years ago
218 Always the Outcast 1 270 2023/03/10 13 years ago
219 Leading a Double Life 275 2012/10/10 13 years ago
220 My Prince 275 2012/10/10 13 years ago
221 Without a Home 300 2012/10/01 13 years ago
222 Infinite 260 2012/09/30 13 years ago
223 POW 250 2012/09/12 13 years ago
224 Sick at Heart 266 2012/09/12 13 years ago
225 The Greatest Lie 324 2012/09/04 13 years ago
226 Mess of Me 1 327 2012/09/04 13 years ago
227 The Silence is Killing Me 276 2012/08/24 13 years ago
228 Chasing Shadows 1 278 2012/08/23 13 years ago
229 Hidden Truth 207 2012/08/23 13 years ago
230 Wake-up Call 252 2023/03/30 13 years ago
231 Laughing Stock 269 2023/03/30 13 years ago
232 Misconception 279 2012/08/08 13 years ago
233 Fragmented 254 2012/08/08 13 years ago
234 Impersonation 313 2023/03/30 13 years ago
235 I’m Tired 253 2012/07/19 13 years ago
236 Depression is a Disease 1 255 2012/07/16 13 years ago
237 Quieting My Mind 255 2023/03/30 13 years ago
238 At the End of My Rope 314 2012/07/13 13 years ago
239 Shallow Relationships 1 286 2012/07/13 13 years ago
240 Caving In 253 2012/07/13 13 years ago
241 Liability 306 2012/07/12 13 years ago
242 Behind My Smile 272 2023/01/12 13 years ago
243 Tea Kettle 252 2012/07/09 13 years ago
244 Caught in a Web 255 2012/06/29 13 years ago
245 Tone it Down 295 2023/01/12 13 years ago
246 Man Eater 328 2012/06/23 13 years ago
247 On the Brink of Insanity 322 2012/06/22 13 years ago
248 Quarter Life Crisis 268 2012/06/07 14 years ago
249 Compartments of my Life 298 2012/06/07 14 years ago
250 You Don’t Know 390 2012/06/07 14 years ago
251 Reflections on Funerals 263 2022/07/04 14 years ago
252 Self-Combustible 356 2012/05/04 14 years ago
253 Inferior 361 2012/05/04 14 years ago
254 Family 290 2012/09/13 14 years ago
255 When It Rains, It Pours 255 2012/04/28 14 years ago
256 I’m Sorry 299 2022/07/04 14 years ago
257 Paranoid 281 2012/03/29 14 years ago
258 No Fight Left in Me 348 2012/03/29 14 years ago
259 Lurking 242 2012/06/01 14 years ago
260 Here We Go Again 257 2012/03/28 14 years ago
261 Haze 289 2012/02/08 14 years ago
262 Self-Created Misery 1 316 2012/02/08 14 years ago
263 A Disappointment 1 423 2012/02/04 14 years ago
264 Not Myself 1 364 2012/02/04 14 years ago
265 Better Off Dead 1 354 2012/02/04 14 years ago
266 Battlefield 304 2012/09/13 14 years ago
267 Identity Crisis 227 2011/11/29 14 years ago
268 Self-Fulfilling Prophecy 233 2011/10/31 14 years ago
269 Mean 280 2011/10/25 14 years ago
270 Living with Strangers 319 2011/10/19 14 years ago
271 I-dent-ity 1 451 2011/10/02 14 years ago
272 Breaking Point 261 2022/07/03 14 years ago
273 Stand Still, Look Pretty 1 340 2011/08/10 14 years ago
274 Infected 322 2011/08/10 14 years ago
275 Not Worth Saving 362 2011/08/10 14 years ago
276 It’s My Party and I’ll Cry If I Want To 311 2011/08/09 14 years ago
277 Stuck 359 2011/07/23 14 years ago
278 Cold Shoulder 354 2011/07/23 14 years ago
279 An Angel’s Smile 456 2011/07/11 14 years ago
280 Life and Death 443 2011/07/10 14 years ago
281 Nature vs. Nurture 1 332 2011/06/29 14 years ago
282 Please Understand Me 348 2011/06/24 14 years ago
283 Emotional Promiscuity 360 2011/06/20 14 years ago
284 Keeping Composure 308 2011/06/16 15 years ago
285 Fading Out 306 2011/06/16 15 years ago
286 Insomni-addict 292 2011/06/16 15 years ago
287 What Am I Waiting For? 382 2011/06/08 15 years ago
288 Broken Record 349 2011/06/08 15 years ago
289 Shortsighted 419 2011/06/06 15 years ago
290 Nowhere 418 2011/06/06 15 years ago
291 Unhinged 428 2011/05/05 15 years ago
292 Mind Games 471 2011/06/02 15 years ago
293 Reflection 273 2011/04/20 15 years ago
294 Building a Wall 1 362 2011/04/20 15 years ago
295 Complacency 1 266 2011/04/19 15 years ago
296 I Told You So 449 2011/04/06 15 years ago
297 Who Could Love Me? 398 2011/04/06 15 years ago
298 Helicopter 405 2022/04/22 15 years ago
299 Sideshow 346 2011/03/23 15 years ago
300 Rant 430 2022/07/18 15 years ago
301 Ungodly Hour 284 2010/12/29 15 years ago
302 Microscopic Vision 252 2012/09/13 15 years ago
303 Snowflakes 299 2010/12/15 15 years ago
304 Migration 1 431 2010/12/10 15 years ago
305 Running From My Shadow 1 386 2012/09/13 15 years ago
306 Shadow 320 2010/10/11 15 years ago
307 Monster 347 2010/10/11 15 years ago
308 A Place Called Home 360 2010/10/11 15 years ago
309 Holding Me Back 412 2010/10/11 15 years ago
310 Good Enough 432 2010/10/11 15 years ago
311 Flatline 1 309 2010/10/11 16 years ago
312 Echoes on Mirrored Walls 1 353 2010/10/11 16 years ago
313 Father, Have I Sinned? 281 2022/07/12 16 years ago
314 Wasted (On Me) 265 2022/07/12 16 years ago
315 Home 259 2012/09/13 16 years ago
316 K.O. 268 2010/10/11 16 years ago
317 Spinning 277 2010/10/11 16 years ago
318 2009: Year in Review 391 2023/04/14 16 years ago
319 Great Pretender 329 2010/10/11 16 years ago
320 Depression 281 2010/10/11 16 years ago
321 Chasing Rainbows 286 2010/10/11 16 years ago
322 Mind Games 370 2010/10/11 16 years ago
323 What Goes Up Must Come Down 335 2010/10/11 16 years ago
324 The Dichotomy of My Thoughts 383 2010/10/11 16 years ago
325 Battlefield of My Mind 299 2010/10/11 16 years ago
326 Skin 351 2023/04/14 16 years ago
327 [A]Pathetic 313 2010/10/11 16 years ago
328 Diseased 300 2023/04/14 16 years ago
329 A Facade 367 2010/10/11 16 years ago
330 Snooze Button 372 2010/10/11 16 years ago
331 Recess[ed] 343 2010/10/11 16 years ago
332 Sore Eyes 403 2010/10/11 16 years ago
333 Deathwish 374 2010/10/11 16 years ago
334 Boomerang 372 2010/10/11 16 years ago
335 My Security Blanket 381 2010/10/11 16 years ago
336 A Warring Heart 405 2010/10/11 16 years ago
337 Hot Air 263 2010/10/11 16 years ago
338 Back at Start 423 2010/10/11 16 years ago
339 A Joke 1 323 2010/10/11 16 years ago
340 Masked Secrets 1 357 2010/10/11 16 years ago
341 Writer’s Block 281 2010/10/11 16 years ago
342 Hold Me 376 2010/10/11 16 years ago
343 Hate Me 366 2023/04/14 16 years ago
344 Gravity 388 2010/10/11 16 years ago
345 The Art of Losing 382 2010/10/11 16 years ago
346 Save Me From Myself II 364 2010/10/11 16 years ago
347 Used and Abused II 386 2010/10/11 16 years ago
348 My Heart 307 2010/10/11 16 years ago
349 I Just Want to be Alone 1 330 2010/10/11 16 years ago
350 Karma 1 306 2010/10/11 16 years ago
351 Meaning to Life 274 2010/10/11 16 years ago
352 Unlovable 327 2010/10/11 17 years ago
353 The Art of Suicide 278 2010/10/11 17 years ago
354 Friend or Foe 320 2010/10/11 17 years ago
355 Lyrical Jabs 1 341 2023/04/20 17 years ago
356 Sliver of Silver 1 297 2023/04/20 17 years ago
357 Rise from the Ashes 330 2012/09/13 17 years ago
358 Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been 353 2010/10/11 17 years ago
359 Used and Abused I 430 2023/04/20 17 years ago
360 Stabbed 331 2010/10/11 17 years ago
361 Save Me from Myself I 253 2023/04/20 17 years ago
362 Tarred 346 2010/10/11 17 years ago
363 Pain in Life 334 2010/10/11 17 years ago
364 Within Four Walls 2 356 2010/10/11 17 years ago
365 Alter Ego 419 2010/10/11 17 years ago
366 Dead Air 395 2010/10/11 17 years ago
367 Let Me Help You 297 2010/10/11 17 years ago
368 I’m Sorry 282 2010/10/11 17 years ago
369 Love is Dead 339 2010/10/11 17 years ago
370 Silence Hides My Wounds, But Never My Scars 312 2010/10/11 17 years ago
371 Epidermis 1 334 2010/10/11 17 years ago
372 Daddy’s Little Girl 1 338 2023/04/19 17 years ago
373 Relapse 350 2023/04/19 17 years ago
374 Falling and Failing 356 2023/04/18 17 years ago
375 Living in a Prison 301 2010/10/11 17 years ago
376 Like Mother, Like Daughter 1 393 2010/10/11 17 years ago