For a brief moment
I saw that look in your eyes-
the feeling of betrayal.
I knew it well because
I was met with it
15 years ago when he left me.
And you don't even know what I did;
I can only imagine your face
when you realize
what I am capable of.
I don't know why
you would ever forgive me;
there's something rotten
in my soul.
It's deep and dark
and unforgivable.