Everyone loves me
for what they see
or out of obligation.
No one has ever
loved me for
who I am,
the real me.
No one has tried
to get to know me
in an intimate sense.
True, I keep people
at an arm’s distance,
but I would bring down
my defenses, if asked.
Nobody has gotten
close enough to
break down my wall.
With each person
that abandons me,
I add another row
of bricks to the wall.
Soon this wall
will be so tall that
no one can climb it.
But it doesn’t make me
any stronger:
I’m just a shell
of a human being.
This defense system
is so vulnerable that
it will soon crumble.
The inside walls are
already falling apart;
it won’t be long before
I’m completely gone.
building a wall
I can relate to this poem. Sometimes walls are hard to tear down. It takes alot of patience.
great poem.