I cannot move without
the force of you
dragging me downward.
You crush my lungs
so I am not able to breathe;
you shatter my heart
in your palm with ease.
Even when I almost escape you,
you find me and
pull me back under.
You are here with me
even when I cannot feel you-
an ever-present power
always suffocating me.
There is no hope of freedom;
it is in your nature
to weigh me down.
You hold me back
when I try to move forward;
you lock in me here
when I open my heart.
Please set me free.
Get away from me.
Just let me be.