Sometimes I wish
God would strike me dead.
I just don’t think
I deserve to live anymore.
I walk around like
I have already died;
I have no love of life
left inside me.
The life has been
sucked out of me
or maybe its presence
was a grand illusion.
I don’t remember
who I am anymore;
I don’t remember my purpose
if I even have one.
Sometimes I wish
God would strike me dead.
I think He did because
I am living in hell.