I don't know why you love me.
I don't know why you see
anything good about me
below the surface.
I feel darkness in my soul,
pain within my core.
I don't know why you
continue to forgive me
when I deeply hurt you.
Sometimes I just wish you would
put me out of my misery,
destroy my heart beyond repair.
Maybe if I become nothing
then I could start from scratch
and rebuild what's broken.