Everyone has pegged me
as the quiet girl
but no one urges me to speak.
Maybe my shyness is a wall
to keep people away
who are intent on hurting me.
Maybe I avoid eye contact
so others will not see
my feelings.
What I wouldn't do
to escape this life;
this is not who I wanted to be.
I wish someone would wake up
the girl I always thought
I could become.