Every time I look up,
their eyes are on me.
They whisper
to each other,
laughing quietly.
I feel exposed
but at the same time
I feel invisible.
I am not seen
for who I am.
They are gawking,
leering at me.
And when I speak,
I am ignored,
or worse, rebuffed.
I don't want to be here,
but I am forced
against my will.
The doors are locked;
I have no choice
but to endure.
As each day passes,
I find it harder
to stay composed.
I stare down
or into space
to avoid their glances.
But I can feel
the tears building
behind my eyes.
I can't hide
my emotions.
They can look through
my painted smile
and forced laugh.
The walls seem
to be closing in-
the room getting smaller.
And my heart
has never felt this alone.