I always seem to return to you~
a lover I could never leave.
You hold me close without touching~
a force too strong to resist
but impossible to track.
Like the breath of spring’s breeze
or the warmth of summer’s kiss,
it’s not too long before you appear.
You pick me up when I’m weak,
but bring me down when
I thought I was strong enough
to walk away from you.
You won’t let me go
no matter how much
I kick and scream for release.
You know the power you have over me,
and you take advantage of it.
You use and abuse this heart
that just desires to be loved.
Please set me free.
Loosen these chains.
Heed my screams.
I don’t want to be yours anymore.
I don’t want to be a prisoner to gravity.
I don’t want to fall on my knees,
and not be able to get up.
I don’t want to be pulled
into lust’s embrace,
and become ensnared.
I don’t want to be addicted
to the pain of un-fulfillment
when I could have so much more.