I thought so many men were the one for me but no one ever saw anything in me. I was never good enough for anyone. That weighs on you. I hated myself with no one else's help but having that belief justified hurt all the more. And here I am in my thirties completely hopeless that my happy ending will come about. Me? Why should anything good come my way? I don't deserve some grand love that I dream about. All these years in self-loathing. I'd rather just end it all than meet my lonely fate.
1-800-273-TALK (8255)
When ever anyone say, "I'd rather just end it all." It should be taken seriously.
Here is the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
If you need to talk, they can help.
Thank you, but nothing to
Thank you, but nothing to worry about.