I'm reminded
how hollow
this pursuit is.
Meaningless sex
leaves a hole
in my heart.
Vacant stares
filled with lust
never satisfy.
I feel so empty,
turned inside out,
bared like a wound.
Am I just the
sum of my parts,
a soulless body?
My heart aches
for more- it's
a gnawing pain.
It claws at me
as my desire
devours me.