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No Control
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Personal (Melancholy)
The more I try to force it,
I realize how little control I have
and I’m overwhelmed with fear.
It’s so hard for me
to just it happen naturally,
let the dominoes fall as they will
without influencing them.
I can’t imagine not organizing
every single detail of my life;
I can never be spontaneous.
Every day scheduled to the second
keeps my thoughts at peace,
helps me sleep at night.
I wish for once
I could just let things be.
