Sometimes I feel like
I spend every day
defusing bombs.
I feel like it is my job
to determine
which wire to cut.
But I don't always know,
so I close my eyes,
and pick one,
hoping the bomb won't explode.
But sometimes it does
and that failure
falls on my shoulders.
I never received training on this;
my knowledge is self-researched.
I don't have any protection
from the shrapnel
that follows when I
make a mistake.