My skin was a prison;
I was bound to succumb
to my own destruction.
My soul became hell,
a dark abyss where
hope went to die.
when hating yourself
is your default,
it is unbearable to even exist.
Self-loathing
was as involuntary
as breathing.
I inhale and exhale
every hateful word
that enters my mind.
They are now
a part of me,
attached to my bones.
My body fights to survive,
while my heart
has all about given up.
so perfectly worded
so perfectly worded