Sometimes I just want to run away.
But even if I run away from my life,
I can't escape my thoughts
and they are the true enemy.
They spout soul-crushing lies relentlessly
and when no voice speaks differently,
you start to believe them.
Every day I can't wait to be alone
so I can cry openly
but at the same time,
I dread this time.
The quiet stillness
is composed of everything I hate:
the all-encompassing loneliness
and the toxic thoughts.
So there is nowhere I can hide'
for in the chaos of life you find me
and in the silence as well.