I don’t know what I’m waiting for.
The change that needs to happen here
is just so overwhelming
that sometimes I don’t know
where to begin.
The familiar is comfortable and safe
even though it’s never healthy.
I need to get out of this rut,
but it’s so hard to find a way
when I’ve fallen this far.
I’m preoccupied by things
that don’t matter,
people that mean nothing
in the long run.