My heart is a mess,
a home with towering walls
and disorder abound.
There's holes all around
from the moments
I've lost my temper.
My frantic emotions
scattered on the floor
like dirty clothes.
My flow of tears
like a running faucet
drowning the whole house.
Sometimes I wish
I could put a match to it
and burn it all down.
But I'm locked inside
so I would kill myself
in the process.
I'm barricaded here
in this home where
no one has the key.
I'm trapped within
these four walls
and no hope for escape.