Oh to be alone again
with these thoughts-
my head fills with
feelings of failure.
It crushes me down,
deeper and deeper
into despair and defeat.
How do I reconcile
with my worst emeny
when it is myself?
How do I rectify
my circumstances when
they are self-imposed?
Hopefully I can
cry this pain away;
maybe I can sleep off
this negativity.
Perhaps tomorrow
will yield new emotions
because today I can't
cope with who I am.