If life is a game
And love is a place
Then I'd ever be
Within your embrace
But now we are far
So far from each other
But soon it's not so
In kisses we'll smother
When time is a memory
And space is a dream
Together forever
Rid of fates scheme
Laying together
On a midsummers day
Gone into the light
Wisped far away
Once school was done
and after your tea
of beans on toast
you went with Janice
to the narrow passages
behind the ABC cinema
evening creeping in
she next to you
getting the jitters
street lights
here and there
casting shadows
making pretend giants
and you'd pick up
dog-ends
from the ground
and put them
in your pocket
what do you want
them for?
she asked
make myself
a cigarette later
you said
cigarette?
she said disapprovingly
you mustn't
that's horrible
and those
left over cigarette butts
have got
people's spit in them
but they make
good cigarettes
you said
her face grimaced
you took in
her red beret
to the side
of her fair hair
her blue eyes
on fire
if I did that
Gran'd spank me
well and truly
Janice said
trick is
not to be caught
you said
a rat ran by
and she screamed
a rat ran by
my foot
she stepped back
and grabbed your arm
yes you get them here
at this time
of an evening
you said
I shouldn't be here
she said quietly
Gran thinks
I'm in the park
well as far she knows
you still are
you said
but that's lying
she said
no it is being
careful with the truth
you said
you walked along
the passageway
and came out
on to the New Kent Road
and at the front
of the cinema
with its big billboards
and little photos
of the film being shown
and what was
to be shown
you peered
at the photographs
Janice beside you
how about
I bring you here
on Saturday?
you said
she peered
at the photographs
then at you
it's a cowboy film
she said
yes and its got
good gunfights in it
and I can practice
how they do it
she frowned
not sure
if Gran'd let me
she said
say you're with me
and she will
you said
she didn't look
convinced
bit her lip
treat you
to an ice cream too
you said
how much will it cost?
she asked
1/-3d
you said
but don't worry
my old man will pay
he usually does
she bit her lip
a little more
have to ask Gran
she said
ok
you said
then you walked
along the road
past some shops
then stopped
at the fish and chips shop
smell that
you said and sniffed
she sniffed
isn't that good
you said
she sniffed again
smells of vinegar
she said
and fish and chips
you said
she looked at you
her blue eyes
lit up
by the light
from the shop
want some chips?
you asked
I've no money
she said
I've got 6d
that'll get us
a bag to share
she nodded
so you both
went into the shop
and the warmth
and the smell
and the noise
from some radio
blasting out
a Bill Haley song
and ordered a 6d
bag of chips
and added
salt and vinegar
and walked out
and across the road
and down Meadow Row
the moonlight bright
lighting up
the beginning of night.
Deep is the day and slower than night
Whose Gulf is the starry Night
Mad, somber, faceless forms,
Blind masks of bale, woe and fear.
Dreams uncomforted, lying awake;
I rouse the All-In-One; Dead by Dawn!
The fears that threaten,
To face one's life,
On terms not one's own,
Can bring euphoria, strife,
Or a wild combination,
Like a key to a lock,
It can either move mountain,
Or leave one in utter shock.
Your stars...how they twinkle...
Your dimples...how merry...
Oh "Tides of the Heavens",
Don't leave life in such a hurry,
For there's so many things,
That you won't and can never know,
But believe me my love,
You will be back, should you choose to go.
For life is a circle,
No beginning, no end,
And living in truth,
Your whole being shall mend,
Temporary chaos,
Can seem very wrought,
On a soul who can't seem to undo
What they've thought---
!!!!!!
Was the truth.
!!!!!!
With that,
Change comes tumbling down,
Then, in the blink of an eye,
Your smiles turn upside down.
*****
We all live with threats daily,
This not new to us,
Soon you just reach a point,
Where it's not worth the fuss
*****
To be angry or vengeful,
Or feed into some dare,
Where your life is, is here,
Not your thoughts over there.
....
Sad smiles and long nights,
No more calls, no more fights.
Walked out the door and turned off the lights.
Sit in silence and recall your bites--
I'm never right.
Fingers frozen, jacket tight, the merlot leaves taking flight
Foot steps long ,quick in pace, better hurry home, you are not alone
The wind howls red, the chill runs deep, you should be in bed, to Grandmas keep
The bramble cottage comes in sight, everyones sleeping, there is no light
You skip closer, just a little more, oblivious to the danger lurking beyond the door.
The darkness arrives
And yet something wakes.
The sun goes to sleep
Covered in the blankets
Of the horizon.
The moon wakes up
To take the sun's place.
Where the sun once watched over,
Now the moon does the same.
The creatures below sleep
Both in comfort and discomfort.
The creatures move about
In the shadows
Untouched by the moon's light.
Quietly they sleep.
Stealthily they crawl.
The night is quiet,
With silence the night wears on.
I don’t wake till the sun goes down
And the dance floor lights
Beat in my chest at 150 bpm
My heart to match
Eyes glow in the dark
As the dark crawls in
We all dance
Like people possessed
But it’s an energy that doesn’t stop
Heat and bodies melt into haze
Flashing lights display the world in slow motion
Or are just speeding us up
Thousands of nights at warp speed
Transcend time
Sorrow filling my lungs
Choking on the tears
Crushing my heart
But I’ve never felt so alive
Underwater Trying Not To Drown
Cinders to ash, ash to smoke
My soul caught on the breeze
And left this empty corpse behind
Far behind and not looking back
Why can’t we go back to who we once were?