There was something there
I refuse to believe you’re unaware
Of all those moments and what we shared
Not only is it incredibly unfair
To be painted as someone impaired
Because I noticed exactly what was there
Maybe I’m right and you needed some flare
So you used my emotions regardless of the tear
It caused in my heart when I became aware
That I was nothing more than an ego stroke
Because it all seemed like the perfect joke
Fool the girl into heartbreak
By letting her know she was never great
Not even close, it was just a prank
Either way I don’t care
If you actually liked me deep down somewhere
Because now I know the definition for overrated
And next time I won’t be so easily baited
breathing in, breathing out
wanted you to figure out
I know, never remove the curtain
which was hiding all the show
some mystery, unsung story
I was right there, right now
never reflected on that side
desperate you to know
guess what, even I didn't know
how foolish, still wanted you to know
breathing in, breathing out
I know right now, I was there
desire was very simple
how foolish, to get just noticed...
I was a student then,
I was passionately attracted,
Towards a beautiful madam,
Whose lips like Marilyn Monroe were red!
Once she entered the classroom,
I would feel like a bird in the skies,
Flying across the ocean of love,
With her rosy lips were glued my eyes!
I did not care of what was wrong or right!
Once I saw her, my heart began its flight!
December.9.2002
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
Dedicated to my highschool sweetheart Derrick Mann
I will love you more then that
Dance by your side in candle light
I never knew you could make me feel this way
No matter what "we" become to be
Promise you'll stay
Promise you won't set what we have free
Don't give loneliness a chance
To take away the romance
Promise your kind of love will never disappear
And you'll always be by my side
To wipe away the tears
To capture my fears
Now and forever
We'll be in eachothers heart
I'll always be your lady
This friendship I promise I won't let it part
Lets forget our shitty past
And make a future so kind
A passion that'll last
One in no other we can find
No one else can compare
Not a soul can share
Don't give loneliness a chance
To take away our first dance
To take away our first kiss
Don't let loneliness take our romance
Don't give loneliness a chance
To keep us from eachothers arms
Let us have a moment to experience with our charms
Let us see the true light
Enjoy eachother with delite
Always forever and a day more
I will remember my truest crush
You're the one I always have adored
I will never forget your gentle touch
The day I got to experience your magic
My heart soared
I felt butterflies in my stomach
That's why sweetheart
I won't give loneliness a chance
To take away what I always have on my mind
To this day from the start
You're a special man one that's so very kind
We will always remain
Best friends forever
Our lives will never be the same
Our hearts will always stay together
Promise me you won't give loneliness a chance
And we'll stay close to one another
Promise you'll forever remember my name
Forever keep this romance
Copyright
I look into eyes
that light sparks in my soul,
like the dying embers
of an untended fire.
They soothe me,
calming down the raging waters
that crest with in my soul,
They ignite me
burning their way across my flesh
and searing their memory into them.
His eyes do things,
that my mind in unfamiliar with,
he has started this revolution
That spreads like wild fire
Threatening to overthrow
the balance I have worked so hard
to achieve,
as though I am constantly
walking on eggshells,
the ones His eyes
have managed to crack....
I think, today, I'm going to smash my phone with a hammer.
because everytime it goes off, I get a false sense of hope that it'll be you at the other end.
But you're not there,
you never are,
so instead of sitting here wishing upon stars,
I'll distroy the thing that causes me so much pain.
On second hand, maybe I'll wait until tomorrow...
you know...
incase you decide to call.
I yearn to love, a love with a passion
Joining hearts, a fatal attraction
To be fondled by your words alone, holding on to promises by your lips
To savor the sweetness and emotion that drips
Let us hold together, let our eyes slowly find and meet
Let all time stop, with nothing but our heartbeats
you're a hundred unfinished poems taking up space under my bed
you're a million pictured memories collecting dust inside my head
you're the voice I hear singing in the dead still of the night
when everything is wrong, you're the only thing that's right.
if asked to explain the definition of love
I wouldn't know what to say.
Maybe love is a deep affection,
maybe it's a romantic attachment,
maybe it's butterflies,
maybe it's fireworks,
or maybe,
just maybe,
love is the way I feel when I'm with you.
maybe
love
is you.