Half -minded. It was raining
red. The vampire was getting ready.
My home was burning.
Disinvesting my love. The
road in my heart goes to the river. The
slender moon is sad. Negotiation drops
I am dragging a broken
pillar. Your body becomes bone china.
I clan write the murder dates.
Welcome to America,
We have on-tap medication
Instant gratification
And sex is the main attraction
On every TV show
There are countless regulations
Gender neutralization
And guns bought without discretion
By some mental psycho
Living in America,
You'll find public degradation
Racial intensification
And violence glorification
Sits high up on a throne
There's widespread defamation
Family demoralization
And schools force indoctrination
Even when kids are home
-I hope you're happy now
We did this to ourselves
The ship is sinking down
We're living in this hell
But you can count me out
Yeah, you can count me out- ( pre chorus)
-America's gone suicidal
And everyone is in denial
America's gone suicidal
America's gone suicidal- (chorus)
Farewell to America,
Dying from exacerbation
Killing what's left of this nation
And these bastards want formation
So we will come undone
I hope you're happy now
We did this to ourselves
The ship is sinking down
We're living in this hell
But you can count me out
Yeah you can count me out
America's gone suicidal
And everyone is in denial
America's gone suicidal
America's gone suicidal
Prison's overpopulated
Drugs are oversaturated
Everybody's medicated
Everything's incorporated
Sin's become domesticated
Whores are being celebrated
Churches getting compensated
Cities are all crime infested
Our freedom has been confiscated
And everyone's been inundated
But you can count me out
Yeah, you can count me out
America's gone suicidal
And everyone is in denial
America's gone suicidal
And nobody showed up for trial
America's in such denial
America's gone suicidal
2/1/23
Nature calls agenda.
It pulls my heartstrings walking in
moonless night to find fireflies.
Hiding in a beehive,the
annual rings cut your years ikn pain
Echoes were waiting in hope.
The sap refuses to rise.
Brown marks on your face are
becoming darker. I Will cross you in water.
Laying next to you
I just want to stare into you
Into your beautiful soul
Forever
Staying close to you
I just want to stay inside you
Yeah, until we become one
Endeavor
-I know what you want
You're all that I want
I've got all I want in you
You know what I want
I'm all that you want
You've got all you want, it's true-(chorus)
Coming up for air
I just want to breathe into you
And then I'll go back for more
Surrender
Reaching out for you
I just want to grab onto you
And I'm never letting go
So tender
I know what you want
You're all that I want
I've got all I want in you
You know what I want
I'm all that you want
You've got all you want, it's true
Rolling in the sheets, I'm lost inside of you
When I start to dream, I just envision you
I know what you want
You know what I want...
I know what you want
You're all that I want
I've got all I want in you
You know what I want
I'm all that you want
You've got all you want, it's true
1-6-23
Something stirring
A cautious hover
Over a breaking smile
gratitude spills
tumbling over the reverently held ether
life lives here, moistened with
Blood, sweat, Tears and rain
Every fall a rise
Like the breath of providence
A dip left
A twist right
the rhythm of life inspires dance,
Poetry, art, music and song
Like air slipping over chords
Sacred Verbage
Vibration
Your hands are never empty
There is no void,
There is only the appearance of nothing
Which by the mere thought is even something
So grab on tight!
Even when it seems there is no thing
it really is something, isn't it?
Oh what we see, be and do when nothing is impossible!
It was a dry run to die.
Inequality between sun and moon
always inspires to save the earth.
My love was beyond the
pain of stones submerged in the
salt lake. Nightmares visit the eyes at night.
In well defined ripped
loyalty, a black star says, I am-
the cry of fallen truth of the conscious.
I miss the way you told me
I would never live up to anything
I miss the way you'd scold me
For whenever my dreams began breathing
I miss the screaming in my ears/ I miss the shouting in my face
And all the painful years/ and all the dreadful days
Of living life in fear/ of living through the hate
I miss those days (chorus)
I miss the way you held me
Squeezing my chest just a little too tight
Oh, how you would expel me
Pulling me down before I got too high
I miss the screaming in my ears/ I miss the shouting in my face
And all the painful years/ and all the dreadful days
Of living life in fear/ of living through the hate
I miss those days
I miss the stupid games we used to play
It's funny how time separates us so far away
I wish it could go back the way things used to be
But it won't last a day
I miss those days
12-29-22
An abandoned smile on
your face was inviting a hurricane.
What was the logic in the air?
Something was wrong in
earth's rotation. Words are the same
The letters are not changing the place.
Anxiety wears the sparks.
Between you and I the pause was
making space. Poems are searching new home.
-Remember
It's December
It's the happiest time of the year
It's December
But in this frozen heart there's no cheer- (chorus)
Let it snow til I'm covered from head to toe
Let the sun go down before I can get home
Just remember it's December
Let the leaves turn brown as they rot on the ground
Let the night black out everything that's around
Just remember it's December
Remember
It's December
It's the happiest time of the year
Its December
But in this frozen heart there's no cheer
It's so cold
Why do I feel so alone?
That's when I
Remember
It's December
It's the happiest time of the year
It's December
Cause in this frozen heart there's no cheer
In this frozen heart there's no cheer
12-20-22