don’t be shy I will win you
the biggest (insert thing you want here)
I will catch all your throws
smile at all those jokes
except when they deserve a laugh
come love
wing walker
hold me at swordpoint &
pull all my treasure away
tomorrow
if you let me match you
I will parry every move I see coming
meet you where you are
bright star
quick blade
sit me down & shut me up
with your quick
hands
Beneath the thunder of our words,
a softer voice lies trembling,
not anger, but ache,
not fire, but the faint glow
of a heart wanting to be seen.
Each clash, a coded psalm,
a plea wearing armour,
the soul’s shy hand reaching out
through the smoke of misunderstanding.
We do not battle to win,
we battle to be held.
What sounds like conflict
is the sound of loneliness breaking open,
of love knocking against its own walls,
of yearning dressed in defiance.
So let us listen
not to the sharpness of tongues,
but to the hush between them,
where the true words live:
choose me,
consider me,
understand me,
accept me.
For every argument is a secret altar,
and beneath it burns
the quiet, stubborn fire
of our longing to belong.
To love, truly love,
is not the tremble of the lips in spring,
nor the wine-glassed vow beneath the moon’s soft ring;
it is not the poem etched in bloom and sigh,
but the dirt beneath the fingernails
when hearts break open and do not die.
It is to walk, barefoot, into the unknown
of another’s heart, not with lantern or map,
but with the trembling whisper: “I am here.”
And when storms rise like unspoken grief,
to plant your feet, not disappear.
Yes, it is easy to love when laughter spills
like light through clean windows;
when joy is abundant,
and the garden of the self needs no tilling.
But real love?
Real love, asks for hands in the dark,
asks for breath when breath is short,
asks for silence when words could wound,
asks for presence,
when every part of you longs to run.
It is the holy art of staying soft
when the air is stiff with tension,
of whispering calm when the storm is not yours,
but rages through the person you adore.
It is patience in the face of confusion,
kindness in the drought of understanding.
It is to sit beside another’s ache,
without fixing, without fleeing, simply being,
an open hand in a world of closed fists.
Love is not perfect.
It limps. It forgets.
It loses its way and learns again.
But oh, it is worth it.
Because beneath our bones,
behind our histories, we are just souls,
longing to be seen, to be known,
to be met in the stillness
and held as if we were light.
So love.
Love not for the reward,
but for the reverence.
Love bravely. Love deeply.
For this, dear heart,
is the divine labour of the living.
i can think of
490 sins of
omission and
it'd
break my heart
to see you for give
me
for any one
of them
it took us
a quarter century
to polish
this pearl of great
price
25 years
in babylon
my love
a long time
to set the
“captive” free
half my
life
to find the words or
rather
to forget
to embrace the
wisdom
of the flesh
be-fore the letter’s
tyranny
now i see
clearly now the
writing on the
wall of the heart
had i not then
that would truly
be un4giveable
now knee deep
in the jordan
you
hold my hand and
all i wish
4
are 24 more
years
making more
memories with
you
all life
at it’s core
comes from the sun
that solar furnace
the one place
in the universe
where the quantum and gravity
play nice
mass becomes energy
and energy becomes light
and absolutely everything
ignites
you said you
wanted to be seen
had so much warmth to give
the universe's a
cold and empty place
but you my child
are like the sun
where being becomes
light
and two become
one
I want to get lost in
the rock & roll of you
the slip & slide
motion like a drainpipe in your storm
crush me these shells will
find a new hope
take me away
this is more than just a vacation this is
fire magic sunrise driftwood
riding into the city
chasing that red tortured skin
tipsy me faster on your feather arms
flying to the edge of somehow
we spend years in this house
& now here is a new corner
later let me drift close
twin matchstick mountaintops roaring to share
let me learn to love all this land
I only want a little bit of ruin
some marshmallow ash to keep the captive inside
you can play me
hard like a piano
soft like honeysuckle between the teeth
don’t let death chase me
just a fffflicker of it like
oh- oh- there
cutting bringing the tops of my goosebumps to a boil
& every time we kiss
watercolor fade
it washes away
Often in the hush where mortal voices fail,
And Time in solemn hush begins to drift,
There dwells a grace too subtle to unveil,
A space where sorrow weds the soul to lift.
No clang of hour, no clarion of day,
But something soft, an unseen breath between.
The wish once uttered and what fate may say,
A hush where all that might be grows unseen.
For though the tongue does mutter, “I am still,”
The heart, more wise, has learned to wait with grace;
Not bound by fear nor bent to fated will,
But resting in that sweet, uncertain space.
Through prayer and promise lies a holy seam,
A thread of gold the hurried eye might miss.
Where dreams not rushed may gently learn to dream,
And longing knows the cradle of its bliss.
What fool would scorn the bud not yet bloomed?
Or curse the sky for not yet shedding rain?
The rose does ripen in the shade entombed,
And stars are born in quietude and strain.
So I, in stillness, tend the root of trust,
With palms upturned to catch the morning’s grace.
I give my tears unto the waiting dust,
And find a peace that Time cannot displace.
O speak no more of silence as delay,
It is the womb where destinies take form.
Let others run; I choose the patient way,
Where hope, though slow, emerges deep and warm.
In my poetry, I name this magic, hallowed part:
The space where love prepares to touch the heart.
It is not the fair-weather friend
who writes their name upon your heart,
but the one who, seeing the storm,
folds their umbrella shut,
choosing wet shoulders beside you
over comfort alone.
Anyone can walk in sunlight,
laugh in the soft meadow,
but it takes a rare and quiet courage
to stand ankle-deep in puddles,
to let the thunder bruise their sky
so you do not face the lightning alone.
Love is not the absence of rain,
it is the gentle hand that finds yours
when the world is unravelling,
the warmth that lingers in cold mist,
the voice that says without words:
“I will not leave you here.”
So bless the drenched, the loyal,
the ones who stayed when staying cost them dryness.
For their devotion shines brighter than any sun,
and their soaked clothes
are the garments of saints.