THE NIGHT CAME FAST QUICK QUICK TO ME,
I SEE HER NOW LOOK LOOK IT'S HER.
THE AIR WAS COLD CRISP CRISP THE FEEL,
THE MEMORY THINK THINK MY MIND,
MISTAKES I MADE SHAME SHAME ON ME.
I SHOULD HAVE MOVED WALK WALK TO HER!
I FROZE IN TIME TICK TICK TOO LONG.
IT SITS WITH ME MAD MAD AM I,
ANOTHER CHANCE PLEASE PLEASE I ASK?
TIME GONE FOREWARN CRY CRY DO I.
I TELL MY TALE SPEAK SPEAK TO YOU.
DON'T LET THE CHANCE FLEE FLEE I BEG.
FOR ONLY ONE CHANCE CHANCE DO TAKE!
BE NOT LIKE ME HURT HURT I BE.
TAKE NOW THE CHANCE GLEE GLEE TO BE!!
simple truths preclude
their opposites they
say deep truths include
their opposites
c'est la vie in
a hopelessly relative
uni-verse
male and
female black and
white wave
and particle the
relations proceed the
relata the whole
cannot be reduced to
the sum of its parts
i say this and you
disagree
appropriately
how else could it
BE literally
the entire universe
trying to per-
ceive itself
through this one
eye
I am in the Universe, the Universe is in my Body, the Universe and I are combined Together (the key)
I am sending out all negative vibrations, all sickness and disease, all imbalances, out into the farthest reaches of the Universe and beyond like billows of smoke. (Speak the imbalances, visualize them leaving like smoke).
The Universe is sending me
Its Loving Light of Healing,
Its Loving Light of Kindness,
Its Loving Light of Forgiveness,
Its Loving Light of Gratitude...
Healing Every part of my
Mind, body and spirit
(Speak and visualize the healing of every part of the mind body and spirit being healed).
Thank the Universe for its Healing Light of Love kindness forgiveness and gratitude....
The healing path continues as I learn and grow spiritually.
Honor and thanks to Master Chunyi Lin of Spring Forest QiGong. Thanks to YouTube videos and the Universe guiding me to this amazing powerful and spiritual meditation and practice....
Peace love and light
The beauty of the evening,
The blushing horizon in the west
I adore much the taste
Of sugary sweets blended
In the black coffee
In the mug of beautiful evening
Moistens my thirsty throat,
To alleviate an exhaustion
After my daily affairs.
The glow of appealing eve
Freezes to the stark darkness.
Thin cover of Black Satin
Sets nightly all over my body.
The cool and soft warmth
Of my subconscious body
Spins the deep slumber.
My whole body are then senseless:
By the immeasurable beauty
Of my beloved.
Warming me up at a snail's pace
Plunges to an iridescent dreams.
After having dinner,
Nice reflection of the glowing eve
Switches into gloomy night
I clean my hand and mouth
And feel me cozy by the leftover
At the edge of my dinner plate
Midnight snacks sparkle
Like diamond inside the coal.
The midnight snacks
A few pieces of food desecrates
As the complexity of my life
Tastes saline as the ocean water do,
Comes out frequently
Of my dehydrated throat
Something more pleasant savors.. .
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When we add a new member to our family….
(as we just did with a daughter-in-law)
I admit to being amazed,
astonished,
in wonder
and in awe…
Because…and I can’t explain it…
I only know it is tender,
engaging
and sweet
How there is love we never know is sleeping in our hearts
that is awakened the moment we meet.
Let me pretend.
That summer days waft in your cologne.
Walks in sunshine break through the mold
Of monotony that aches and looms.
Let me pretend.
That the quiet speaks so loudly of you.
And raindrops beat to your heart when I’m sprawled across your heart.
And the earth feels new.
Let me pretend.
The joy rides in downtown boom
like speakers on loud and laughter becomes the orchestra of our song
Let me pretend.
I know how your hand feels and folds.
The ways your smile can envelope and look sideways in the early morn.
Let’s just pretend.
I could be meant for you.
And our worlds could collide like sparks on 4th of July
And joy laced the feeling of two unions being so perfect and right.
Let’s just pretend.
This moment could be anything but make believe.
Where fairytales aren’t make believe.
And this feeling could be true.
Just let me live here in the pretend.
So today won’t end.
And I could just be with you.
The first day I saw you,
I caught you looking,
Undressing me with your eyes,
You smirked and looked away,
You may as well have clawed me,
Tore me apart in the open,
Your eyes so dark theyre almost black,
Lips that look swollen from kissing,
Your touch is like electricity on my skin,
The closer we got,
The more scared I got,
I hadnt felt this way in a long time,
Your fingers on my skin,
Sent shivers rippling across it,
The promise of a kiss,
Never quite making it,
The side eye you always give,
You have the perfect come to bed eyes,
I felt your claws pierce my flesh,
Sliding them through my ribs,
Tearing out my heart,
There were no pictures,
No physical contact,
We both felt the pull,
Like magnets attracting each other,
I wanted to tear you apart,
I still do,
My heart aches where you pierced it,
I fell hard on to the concrete,
I couldnt breathe,
I felt you breathe on my neck,
Your lips a hair from mine,
Hands desperate to touch,
I tasted your cheek,
The salt from your tears,
Staining your face,
I held you close and comforted you,
You pierced my heart again,
Im still chasing that kiss,
Chasing your touch,
Forever.
You know I love you
You know I'd do anything for you
You know I'll shield you
From the daggers that they threw at you
When I'm gone I know you'll carry on
When I leave, promise me you'll be strong
And don't give in to the whispering wind
Which will only be the sweet temptation
Of me calling out for you to be with me
So promise me you'll be strong after I'm gone
Just promise me please
I know you love me
I know you're the only one for me
I know you saved me
From myself and from my misery
When I’m gone I know you'll carry on
When I leave, promise me you'll be strong
And don't give in to the whispering wind
Which will only be the sweet temptation
Of me calling out for you to be with me
So promise me you'll be strong after I'm gone
Just promise me please
You know I love you
So don't give in to the whispering wind
Which will only be the sweet temptation
Of me calling out for you to come join me
So promise me (promise me) you'll be strong after I'm gone
Just promise me
Please promise me
Whispers in the dark, a slow decay,
Breathless nights, the light fades away,
In the mirror, I see a ghost,
A shadow of the girl I used to know.
Blood runs cold, time slows to crawl,
A rhythm lost, in the silence of it all,
In my chest, a fragile beat,
Counting moments till we meet.
And I, I feel it slipping,
Life's grip is loosening,
Heart's a fragile echo,
Fading slow, fading slow.
Lonely nights, the stars seem far,
Hoping for a sign, a distant star,
But the weight, it drags me down,
In the deep end, I drown.
Fighting hard, but it's a losing game,
Every breath a whisper of pain,
In my veins, a river dry,
Wishing only to survive.
And I, I feel it slipping,
Life's grip is loosening,
Heart's a fragile echo,
Fading slow, fading slow.
If I could turn back time,
I'd take it all, make it mine,
But the past is set in stone,
And I'm left here alone.
Final verse, the story's told,
A heart too weak, a soul grown old,
In the silence, I make my peace,
With the echoes that never cease.
And I, I feel it slipping,
Life's grip is loosening,
Heart's a fragile echo,
Fading slow, fading slow.
In the end, we all must go,
But in the echoes, we'll still flow,
A fragile beat, a final breath,
In the quiet, I find my rest.