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*When Love Becomes A Lie*
March.27.2011
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In the begining was great
But towards a month passing
I started to get a feeling of hate
And wondering if we would be lasting
You tell me you didn't do a thing
My gut tells me a different feeling
To my heart forgiveness I try to bring
But no matter how hard it tries
My heart is having a hard time healing
At night....Every night it cries
I know of the hints they are revealing
I pray none of them are true lies
I promise you from the start
That I'd stick by you no matter what
But you also promised you wouldn't break my heart
And now it's going back to being half shut
It's beaking apart
I will keep to my promise we won't ever part
I hold on to what you have told me
But if when our love becomes a lie
I will have no choice but to set you free
I don't want to really though
Because my heart will then fully die
And I will be left with pain
With nights of tears to show
And I'll be alone....all alone
I'll be left to cry
My heart then turns to stone
All because love became a lie
The promise you made to me
You never were ever going to keep
The love you said you gave
You promised you would never leave
My heart got broken my chest caved
Your words you lead me to believe
All that came out of your mouth was true
But now my heart bleeds
Of pain and agony
And I'm crying on my knees
How much I'm broken apart
Don't tell me you didn't know
I promised you I wouldn't leave
But your love you no longer show
Maybe it's time you give me back my heart
You said you would stick by my side
For me you'd always care
But I see now that was a lie all along
You lead me on and that's not fair
Maybe we don't belong
You told me your love would never end
You said you'd always be faithful
And always your love you'd send
But you no longer call me beautiful
Now we just feel like friends
My love I don't think with you I can share
I believe now you were pretend
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*Lonely Crys*
Trish Marie Barrek Hopkins
From creative writing class in high school: "Our Own Voice" 1998
East Stroudsburg High School
Mrs Heeters Class
Lonely cry's
My heart dies
My life falling apart
Lonely cry's
Loving you so
The glitter has left my eyes
But you really don't know
Lonely cry's
A lost soul
That cant be found
Saying my good byes
Not person hearing a bit of a sound
Stopping my tears is my goal
Lonely cry's
Crying my last tear
Bringing out your lies
Losing control is my biggest fear
Bringing back self esteem and blue skies
My heart is in pain
Wanting you near
Your love has left a stain
But you cant hear
Lonely cry's
You didn't mean to cause
Our love that together ties
Our love for now we have to put on pause
We weren't meant to say our good byes
God has a plan
For now all i have are these lonely cry's
Don't know what to do
But god will lead me on the right way
But still my heart dies
I know we will be back in each others life someday
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Enter My Fear
and the darkness shrouds the land in only misery's cries.
Enter grief!
A timeless ocean.
Trapped of despair, trapped without relief
Enter the moon!
Endless racing of the thoughts.
Including you alone, trapped dead inside an empty room
The dead is holding you stiff once more!
Staring into your eyes, never have you felt so gone before
The time comes again, to pit against all that is you
Will you ever find the part of you that is actually true?
Paint the sky bleak
Consider everything we cannot speak
The one painting with the sun I painted as a child is lost.
Reality has broken the barrier, this is the ultimate cost