if i was a pretty one i
could blow up and break
things like silence like
shyness like sanity
like the soft you thought
i was and
i would rather shake your
world with my
crush than with my call
and
i might even bubble up once
you have taken in my
smooth, some sort of
creep that takes you
slowly, you have to
sit down take a
minute to keep going
but
in my head i am
screaming i keep
falling every time you
can’t know my name so
you just look
the right way and i
explode and not speaking i
am gone.
like porcelain shavings
her skin began to crack
like a feather floating on thin air
she's losing strands of silken hair
the mirror spits back
all the qualities in which we lack
like needles in our eyes
poisoned with vain lies
she savored the quiet moments
devoid of conversation
the sound of still breathing
the footsteps that followed him leaving.
the closer I feel
the further you fade
the more I crave
the less you feed
so I chose not to need
a single thing..
will there ever be a solid bridge built to cross..?
a river below, to toss our fears away...
voices muffled, as she sank deeper
yet no hand reaches.
sunshine streaks through the surface
the only warmth you'll get
engulfed in cold fluids
& a heart weighed down by loves disillusions---
many reminders of what could have been..
all alone
she knew it all along..
Softly, softly even before the air escapes to form the words,
Whispers pressed gently into silence
They were all that could be given by the pale moolight
As thoughts, they were gifted to the stars for fear the moon,
so close would send them to you as beacons of light into your darkend heart.
it knew too much of us.
Left unsaid, the sentiments float in silence through the universe humming your frequency if ever you want to feel more than what was never said, under the pale moon and sent among the endless starss.
Solitude is peace.
You don’t have to listen to others.
When you’re alone,
You can shut out humanity’s corruption.
Nightfall holds no meaning.
If you’re at peace, let be.
Sunlight holds no meaning.
If you’re at peace, let be.
How peaceful it is to be alone.
To be alone is to meditate.
To meditate is to see truth.
To see truth is to be at peace.
You don’t have to listen to others.
A family isn’t needed for peace.
The light that lives inside,
You’ll see it even better when alone.
Reside alone with only the light.
With the light by your side,
You will feel no loneliness,
Only solitude, only peace.
If you seek the light,
You won’t find it in people.
If you seek the dark,
Finding the light will be easy.
If you find the light,
You won’t need people.
You’ll have the light,
And you’ll know peace.
Should you forget about people?
No, even though you don’t need them,
Remember this,
They might need you.
Live for peace.
Live knowing death.
All life dies, yet lives on.
Death comes and peace remains.
The park is empty now;
Silence demands your attention
As engrossingly does the noise:
Of over exuberrant shrieks and
Cries pervading the park's confine!
Overgrown, swaying in the wind, buttercups;
Cheerily push towards the blue sky.
A swaith of rippling daisies; alongside
The butterups grow reaching for the heavens too.
Many a daisychain made by children, decorates the park.
Swings moving in response to the wind.
See-Saw proudly angled high, awaiting
the next children to ride.
The slide solidily stands at the centre of the park:
With as many children climbing up as slides down it.
Adventure abounds in the park, as the young ones endeavour;
at this or that or the other, ride
and whilst encouraged to excercise and keepfit.
Some of the parents try; they are anything but fit:
Red face and bountious body masses, "have a go for the kids!".
I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective
But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise
And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection
Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion
Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found
Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.
She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew
And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred
Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..
She wore a cloak of ambient moonlight,
The walls of mahogany sleepless in the quantum radiation.
Her breath reeking of gin, her hair of velvet a beautiful mess,
She wandered as a shadow, the marble stone floors cold as the winter snow.
She breathed lightly, listening to the breeze dance along the outer bricks.
She wandered room by room, listening, waiting.
She could almost feel the night air kiss her neck,
The way it twisted, scattered, smelled of the winter pine.
She danced, floated to invisible snare drums,
Hummed to the inaudible cello.
A sainted animation of the lustrous night,
She drifted along the quiet marble.
I am a new aquaintance that is yet to make a sound.
Yet to be understood, I show no feelings aloud.
When I depart from the public, go home to flee,
I feel the need to tease, to please my sanity.
Silently, I cry. Silently, I die. Silently, I try
to overcome my insanity; bridge over the pain in me.
You make me feel like an outcast just because I'm not like you.
Should I be like who? I'm sick of your complaining,
you're straining me, draining me of energy. Listen to me, please.
It's not you, it's me! My plea for individuality is wrong;
too long do I have to wait for acceptance; you'll never repent this.
Take my fist and bury it under the sand; my will in your hands.
I'm powerless against conformity. I'm just a deformity
on this tumor you call me. Free me of this disease,
I'm fucking begging, on me knees. Please, please,
make me who you want me to be. Tell me, please, what you want to see.
I don't care if it's not me. Make a new me. One you want to see.
Make me what you want to see.
I can’t help but hide from this envious moon,
Clinging to the sky like ivory on oak.
Intertwined fibers of its circumference gleaming,
Outside, nostalgic avenues form rivers, streaming.
I can’t help but stare at these silent walls,
Repelling the cold air like magnetic aversion.
Headlights shine lambent, photonic, reflecting.
Inside, dark paint glitters, diverting, infecting.
As the immoderate stars watch over us, burnished,
The fear of hereafter is compelling, yet mystic.
I watch from my chamber, I listen; I wait,
A schema, cognition, they must procreate.
Why do I hide from an obscure world?
Outlining boundaries, fearful, despondent.
Expressions vague, a world aside.
These factions of cryptic, doth not subside.
Why be afraid of a future forthcoming?
For thou shall come quiet, vibrant, becoming.