MAKE YOUR OBJECTIVE
TO CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE
WHEN YOU NEED A BETTER WAY
OF LOOKING AT THINGS
AND WHAT THEY ALL MEAN
AND HEAR WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY
last night
I accidentally shattered my mirror
so if I can only see you in this moment
right here when you hear me
and hold me just the same
if I can only speak and not hear the echo
and say the right things I am supposed to regret
if I can only hold pieces that have already shattered
and know they will survive
if I can only see reflections of myself
in places worth remembering
in places I am bound to
well maybe now I will stop looking in
and start looking out
my father is a fortified man
with dark, verdant eyes
that shame the forest moss
that burn harsh and cold
seeing through deception
honest, stern, but fair
my mother is a gentle woman
with soft, cerulean eyes
that transcend the clearest sea
that glow bright and warm
always saying the right thing
tolerant, caring, but unwavering
and I was born with that azure gaze
though mine is not same
on half my left eye
a drop of my father's jade
and so I see the world
as an even balance
through both my parents eyes
Walking in darkness,
sometimes we forget
that light exists.
We fixate on what hurts us
deriving identity
from our pain.
We look away
from the hands
that could rescue us.
Aching
Longing
Filled with regret
Alone
Lost
Our vision blurred
our perspective limited
our views tainted
Conflict.
Contention.
Crisis.
Our constant companions.
Forgetting how to feel,
how to love.
Forgetting who we are,
letting shame define us.
Fire
Anger
Hatred
Self-loathing
Threaten to consume us
Unquenchable
Unfixable
Unrelenting
Everything we believe about ourselves
and the world
and the people around us
is a lie,
Warped by our own twisted thoughts
This is OUR world
But it is not THE world
Change is possible.
For you, for me, for all who see
through darkened eyes.
It comes in small moments of clarity,
like a single ray of sunlight
slicing through the clouds
The road to peace
can be a long one,
but the journey begins
with hope.
When I was a little kid, I didn’t understand the struggle. I minded myself in my trouble free bubble.
I lived life without caring, what my actions might cause. It was sooner as a teenager I learned all about the flaws.
I wanted to be a policeman, why? Because I thought they were cool. But thanks to imagination less supervisors, my dream faded in school.
‘’You shouldn’t even bother, you don’t have the potential. No matter what your dreams are, for our system it’s inconsequential’’.
I walked home that day from school, feeling all my dreams were crushed. Like someone took it out off my head, put in the toilet and flushed.
I felt an anger rise in me from somewhere I can’t recall. Why did I have to be let down, when others who had dreamt the same, got their picture hung up on the wall?
We always hear you can make it to the top by working hard. How can I do that, when others take my goals and press discard?
I said to myself what happened today wasn’t fair. I will train, push my boundaries, I will prove you wrong I swear!
Each day on a piece paper, I wrote little milestones I had to complete. I didn’t stop before I was satisfied, I wouldn’t keep sitting on the passenger seat.
I wouldn’t hesitate putting more weight on in the gym and on my shoulders. Before I helped them, now I passed by people who had wrote their dreams onto folders.
I didn’t care about anyone but myself, why should I? I was the guy, who flew high up till the sky, you were just on standby.
I become a roaming robot, who was controlled by the evil voices. They directed me, led me to some risky and stupid choices.
In all of this madness, I realized what I had become. I looked down on my self, how could I be so dump?
I was sucked into the dark side, the world of meaningless competition. I had abandoned my sane for this, had forgotten about my true life mission.
This was many years ago, I’m different today. The only way to express my happiness, is by going down on my knees and pray.
Martin Luther King’s dream wasn’t about fame, it was about equality. They dream we chase today are just a twisted apology.
Today I’m not chasing any dreams, I am at rest with myself. I am so damn grateful for what I have, I’ll never again put it on a shelf.
Whenever I feel the world is going down and I’m stressed. I just have to sit down in my chair, and think about, that I’m blessed.
I have been the one who had been giving the gift of life. When I get older, I’ll teach my children what I learned, smiling while sitting next to my beautiful wife.
I am here to tell you, you need to give yourself some more credit and respect. Because you can do so much more than you expect.
There will come many people into your life, and tell you how to beat this life long race. The beauty is, I’ve found my own version, of the dream of dreams we chase.
Stitched wings
Attached to frail bones
Darkened eyes
Lifeless as stone
Halo teetering
By uneven horns
Once a smile
Before being born
No color shown
Pallet a pasty pale
Never any sunshine
In a world so stale
Lips crusted over
From the words unspoken
Corrupted mind
In a soul that’s broken
There are things I wish I knew,
things I hope to never believe.
All these things I must
Get Through,
but before I loose hope,
I look the other way.
In every direction
that's possible.
To find Perspective,
is to find Another World.
When you're not happy
with what you see
all you need is
A New World
I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective
But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise
And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection
Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion
Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found
Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.
She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew
And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred
Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..
To make it right, you can take away
until only skin and bones remain.
With elixirs you can reign over pleasure and pain,
you can go on,
feeling only frustration that there is something missing,
that in this piece you cannot find more than a morsel
of dignity, which wouldn't bother you so much
except that you can sense the potential
for so much more.