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Tomorrow
I'm not in the mood for a today. I await a beautiful tomorrow, a new today but filled with her, with her beautiful aroma, with a bliss that can only be achieved through contact with you, your static touch, so rare it is. My muse, the inspiration of my dreams, what helps me conjure up a tide of thoughts and overwhelming probabilities where i inevitably drown and i dont fight it, no, you are a magnificent sea, and im great at drowning. No, I'm not in the mood for a today. I'm tired of today. What I want is the beautiful future ahead. I want more of that intoxicating drug that is her scent. I want her heavenly touch that is indelible to my sences. That image that haunts me and causes me to mistake her at every corner. I'm sick of today, all I want is tomorrow. Its plane and simple. Why tomorrow ? Because she's in that tomorrow. And I want nothing but her.
Got Me On Her Clock
She got me on her clock
looking like im lost
work work work
she is the number one boss
think you can handle
I think not
she is wild and true
fire me
I bet she would too
running down the time
to set myself free
think you got everything
nah you ain't got me.
Finding her ways
to get my attention
come look at this
i'll get my detention
Got me on the clock
I think not
Click that button
I am free like rock
Nothing to do
free to look
got me sitting her dazed
thinking bout that kiss
that I shoulda took.
Her Perspective
I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective
But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise
And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection
Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion
Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found
Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.
She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew
And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred
Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..
"Fossilized Stone"
We lie awake,
We lie alone,
We lie in silence,
Like fossilized stone.
Our heartbeats in sync,
Our souls stitched as one,
Your eyes are moonlit torches,
Replications of the sun.
Your hand in mine,
It's stunning, symmetric.
Your voice, though silent,
Is provoking, electric.
Alone with you,
I cannot speak;
Your incomparable beauty,
It makes me weak.
Your smile, like a skyline,
Borders perfection.
A world without you,
It has no direction.
There once was a time
I open my eyes waking from my sleep,
Maps On Her Wrists
Dust is on the Big Grey Box Again,
worrrying
For I watch as she says things
things about herself
like shes not good enough
ugly, bad, a pain
she thinks this
it makes me worry
am i doing the right thing ?
am i there for her enough
i try to be
she gets soo upset
it brings her down
i worry
i worry
I Listen to her crys
I help her through the night
Theres nothing wrong with her
nothing at all
the things she says
is not true
but lies of inner thoughts
but they live in her
i worry
i worry
what if they take hold of her
bring her to a point of no return
a point of unforgivness
and she takes her life
ill try my best to stop it
ill try my best
i love her
i worry
i worry
The only one for me
I hold her
gently not to tight
i love her touch
her love
shes my addiction
my connection to my soul,
my life is lives on becasue of her
she saved me
saved me from death
and brought my world from darkness
to the light, I cant stand to be away from you
its like a drought with no rain
longing to feel the sweet rain apon the dusty ground
For since i met her years ago
my heart has wanted her on the inside
now we stand together
standing forever
standing for the momories that will be created
all i know at the pressent moment is that
my mind cant stop thinking about her
all day , all night
no mater what
i love her
no mater what
Only Her
Her eyes pierced me with light ablaze
Vivid emotions boil over
As my will falls upon such gaze,
I know that i must have her
To reach across and touch soft skin
Face gentle and smooth to touch
Such emotions are enticed within
Heart leaping from my clutch
My pulsing heart in her hands
So vulnerable has she left me
But i trust how only a lover can
For life without love is nothing