It's a sunny day
things are looking up
time to celebrate
sunshine is enough
I gave you hell in the morning time,
You gave me hell in the evening,
And everytime we were around each other, you never seen me,
You jumped ship, and you made it look easy,
Unloyal, your so spoiled, and so full of yourself,
When I talked to you about your potential,
Accusations of me never having a picture frame,
With your name and my name under a photo of our first dance, became influential as you convinced yourself I was never really down with you,
Like I wasn't spending all this time with you,
Sharing everything that was on my mind with you,
When you looked into the future, you saw me kissing on another woman,
You blame me for a future that I didn't know of and never wanted,
When nothing is set in stone, and constantly the future is always changing,
You snatched that picture away, the names and the frame,
Now I'm having dreams of *** moaning my name,
Your future has become my reality,
Yes now im everything you thought I'd be,
Having nasty thoughts about her before I sleep,
I'm messaging you while thinking of where I could be,
Being held by a retired marine,
Feeling, and stealing little moments, little things,
I'm a bad girl, I won't blame you for that,
I'm a sucker for woman well traveled, a nice uniform and a certain type of sensualness,
Remember when you jumped ship?
Your own foresight back with a vengeance,
So don't hit me up saying your vision is now clear and you realize what you've been missing,
Your vision was clear when you accused me of wanting a future without you in it,
Funny how life works,
Even when things are sunny…
like porcelain shavings
her skin began to crack
like a feather floating on thin air
she's losing strands of silken hair
the mirror spits back
all the qualities in which we lack
like needles in our eyes
poisoned with vain lies
she savored the quiet moments
devoid of conversation
the sound of still breathing
the footsteps that followed him leaving.
the closer I feel
the further you fade
the more I crave
the less you feed
so I chose not to need
a single thing..
will there ever be a solid bridge built to cross..?
a river below, to toss our fears away...
voices muffled, as she sank deeper
yet no hand reaches.
sunshine streaks through the surface
the only warmth you'll get
engulfed in cold fluids
& a heart weighed down by loves disillusions---
many reminders of what could have been..
all alone
she knew it all along..
The mother earth looks fine,
After the sunshine,
My heart reaches cloud nine,
After the sunshine.
You follow the footsteps of mine,
After the sunshine,
Our love dances being divine,
After the sunshine.
Towards you my heart does incline,
After the sunshine.
Who are you?
what am I?
this is life--
we're passers by.
radiance falls
& fragrance lingers
this subtle numbness
tingles through the tip of my fingers
could love fill the empty room?
this desolate space,
it consumes
the human race,
like a black hole
a vacuum to the light in your soul..
hazey eyes
gloomy skies
sunshine cries--
the funeral's today..
the windows shine
stained glass
colored in disarray
I prayed to God, may you stay..
The lasers of rage and justice
need not be armed on demand
a deep breath is a wise, serendipitous act
Staring into sultry, swooned eyes
convincing a placid moon
to rest the tides
it's OK to indulge the mind
and just stare euphorically at the bizarre sunshine
There's resolve in reflection
with blissful malaise
embracing certain simplistic truths
Despite the repetitive doldrums
and limited experiences on this globe
something beautiful exists in soul mines
something only serenity can find
within a sort of internal, whimsical lobe
An extravagant core
able to be polished
at the epicenter of all the surrounding grime
taking true character, courage, and diligence to discover
especially when unearthing said luster of others
but the rewards are all the sweeter
and the gains are wholly sublime
Morning sun,
In my eyes,
Twinkle, twinkle,
I feel you warm and strong,
Worked all night,
Now it's time to go in,
My guardian in song,
Rest these locks upon my pillow,
And wrap my joy within,
Send it up into the sky,
Let another day of yours begin,
Keep it full of light for me,
And when I awake,
To see you soon,
You'll be my shining moon,
It will be my daybreak.
11:01 AM 7/1/2013
©
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Go then, child,
Leave the nest, and fly,
Into the world of golden skies,
Raindrops of sweet, blissful mornings,
And nights of the silver moon,
Among the dreams and dreamers,
Into the garden of enchantment,
And gumdrop delights,
Icing on your cake of fortune,
Find your twinking light,
Go beyond the starscapes,
Climb the ladder of laughter
To it's shadowy depths
Of chaos, and after,
Find your piece of solitude
Amidst it all, marvel in that prize,
Applaud your fancied conquered plight.
Be the master, be the thief,
Call yourself another name,
Reach for all your heart can hold,
Catch that star of fame,
Slay the dragons
And dominate the demons,
Do it ten times over, touch the burn,
Then return and look into my eyes,
And tell me what you've learned.
And when my eyes remind you that
You cannot change the past,
Perhaps then it will all make sense,
And you'll treasure things that last,
One's hell, another's heaven,
One's glory, another's pain,
You will never escape the truth
That every sunshine one day turns to rain.
Hold this life in gentle hands,
Hear your past with every pace,
Praise the raindrops when they fall,
And never hide your face.
6:10 PM 5/20/2013 ©
Tiny blooms, red, yellow and white
You put sunshine into my life
Pink as the daisies in the field
You give me nothing but pure happiness.
Flowers in my hand,
Keep standing under the sun
When it shines into your face
Throw a smile, and dance a bit.
Little flower, red, yellow and white
Standing up tall, standing up bright.