This cold yet beating heart radiates throughout a lit spectrum,
chilling shocked nerves back to its circulation of endeavors.
All colors illuminate charged vibes,
through bursts of released vibrance;
rebounding into cosmic flows.
Let it twist its form into translation,
as metamorphosis possesses embodiment;
now to rid the lost mind through embers of universal touch.
Sparked surrealism replenishes still strength,
expanding the sun's watchful eye.
Let this still heart beat,
within the warmth and overflow of fixed light.
Along the specs of flickering stars,
dormant cold fusion breaks free leaving components of my revelation.
...only to stand aglow amidst the undead world-
And the sky took with light
Reflected in my eyes; beaming
Feeling lighter and bright
Submerging my soul; dreaming
I’ve fallen into the crescent
A tight woven bond
Enriching the present
A long road too fond
A candle in the distance
Awakens the depths inside
A higher purpose of existence
From you, I cannot hide
I have fallen in to your grace
No sense of time; still
A torch for my darkened place
Adventures in twilight; surreal
I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective
But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise
And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection
Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion
Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found
Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.
She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew
And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred
Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..
...
speaking in 'tongues',
ordinary people
without will,
release of all ego,
sputter forth the
vocalization
and innermost connection
to anything remotely comprehensible
of the concept of
'god',
~
as 'holy scholars',
doctors of philosophy,
and
'the righteous'
and us,
scoff,
~
to look towards words
created by
'jesus',
'mohammeds',
'gandhis',
'jiddus',
'obamas',
or even
'star magazine',
~
to raise and inflate our
balloon of spirituality
and fly to a place we call
'heaven',
to touch a 'god' that created
us in an image that
we have never laid eyes on,
but only interpreted
within the realm of human
capacity.
~
we refer to this thinking
as 'sane',
and those who
sputter glossolalia
questionably
'unstable'.
~
Most births I have watched,
Tiny bundles of love,
Arms outstretched,
Symbolic of our ability to give,
To receive love in the world,
And to fully live,
Etched with Divine Intelligence,
To embrace this world in eager anticipation,
The waiting is over, as the soul guides us
On the journey
Down the womb of it's choosing
We come to join the human race
With an open heart,
A mind thirsty for nourishment, the synapses begin to connect
As we are held closely
To the warmth of human touch,
The first part of the voyage is complete,
The exploration has begun,
With all that we need for what is to come,
Whether born into hunger,
Or a belly with nutrition,
All the soul askes will ensue to fruition,
Time nonexistent, pain has no meaning,
Til the weight of this material world
Becomes an albatross,
Senses blurred and hearts aching,
Burthen with demands to adapt to conditioning,
And what we call growing, begins to lose meaning,
Rips us away from the soul,
Renders us incognizant of it's deeming,
But the tapestry is laid and course is now planned,
There is no turning back, not a one is unmanned,
A still voice within, so quiet and meek,
It requires your heart to reveal it's mystique,
Love and nature have the answers to all that you crave,
Reconnect with your soul, and together, this Earth we will save.
4:26 PM 4/23/2013 ©
Trust, loyalty, and love stares back
At a newfound wondrous energy
Who’s discovered ways that self could be
A part of another. She gazes back,
Finding that a connection was painted into the universe--
Beautiful, vivacious, and full of love--
With a generous pallet’s kiss on a supple brush.
Everyone needs a guiding star,
At one point or another in their lives...
The first time I laid my eyes on you,
I knew that there was this profound connection
Between your life and mine.
I could be your star and you could be mine,
Together we'll discover what's more
In this vast, dark universe.
I've laid my eyes on you,
And everything is bright and beautiful.
We were once two people
With a me of broken hearts
all piled up, never knowing when
We’d make a go of it, and have our starts
But then one day I woke up
And realized that I was tired
of starting over again and again
That’s when you and I got wired
We connected again just like before
And talked, just we always have
That’s when we decided
That we have always been, to each other, a salve
And that’s when we connected
Two heats with one goal
We just had to get
Our hearts out of that bowel
So we did, and now we are together
And are starting off where we left off
I know that there are some people
Who would just sit back and scoff
They aren’t gonna make it
They just may as well give up now
but we are going to make it
Lets show them how
When we do make it
And end up getting wedding bands
That will just show them
When they look at our hands
~Chrystal
Written on
April 1, 2011
it was a love affair of sorts
two souls reaching out
making a connection
knowing it was something
unique and precious
this was a divine union
It was beautiful and true
we were sisters of the moon
we laughed we danced we played
looked forward to it each day
then one chilly early morn
I awoke to find she'd vanished
I couldn't understand
where did she go?
why would she leave?
why wouldn't she tell me?
I asked around
no one had seen her
my heart sunk to the floor
where had my sister gone?
I came across a clue
it had to be hers
it was just her style
so I reached out and touched it
but was knocked to the floor
by a ravaging whirling electrical storm
I didn't know what hit me
but I felt these teeth sink into my neck
and suddenly a beast was born
He took over my being
he went on a rampage
and tore my sister to shreds
how could this be
this being was not me
but these were my hands
doing the evil deed
I stopped him from killing her
but she'd not trust me again
and how could she
after all it was these hands
I tried to convince her
but she pushed me away
"get out of here
I don't want you to stay"
devastation set in
and then it began
the beast was trying
to kill me from the inside
oh what a battle
we fought for 6 nights
he went on and on
and I couldn't take flight
the battle continues
to this very day
but I tell you I'm winning
I'm well on my way
I've seen my sister
now and again
sometimes she smiles at me
and that makes me grin
but I know I have lost
the trust we once had
and I still sit here
feeling quite sad
still she sends lessons
from her distant star
I don't always get them
soon enough to take part
so I send her my blessings
and hope she receives
I will love her from a distance
I shall now set her free