I found a girl, and saw her perspective
Silent, yet surprisingly reflective
They claimed she was away, entirely defective
But I knew otherwise just from the look in her eyes
I saw through the silent, and closed off disguise
And from there, I saw the immediate connection
Completely dissected, but still searches for true affection
Her warm, yet crooked emotion
A calmed, yet broken devotion
Silent, but struggling for her sound
and yet, still not a face found
Her skin torn, gone and rotten.
Her mouth stolen, words lost, ignored and forgotten.
She was exposed to all of the morbid things
Corrupted lies, and uneven broken wings
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew
And she left sudden, without a word,
Her existence she seen was too blurred
Before I could realize, she was gone and done
Did you ever wonder what life can become?
All she wanted to know if happiness was true
This is what I saw, this was the girl I knew..
2:50 a.m.,
I'm still waiting for your reply
One simple message,
I just want to know if your fine
I want to know if it's still cold out there
I want to watch your face filled with flakes there
Hear your voice that sounds so sweet
Asking me if I cried a tear
I know we've been over for 4 months
At the back of my head, it's not
I said I could forget you at once
Inside my foolish heart, it's hard
I wasted the time we spent
I burned the chance given
So, I cry and break down
On this hard and cold ground
But you're million miles away
Now, it's gone harder each day
I wish you took me with you
Where the Pope used to live too
I want to know how you are
If I'm the one in your heart
I like to know if you're alright
If we can get back one more time
And my heart dreams in vain,
dreaming of a lovely sin,
which now leaves me in pain,
dealing with my hearts one wish
faith herself seeks where thoughts try not to dwell,
leaving my mind in tears
as desperation slowly nears.