The hate, hate, hate
Is here to fucking stay
You're irate, irate, irate
It's time to fucking fight
Bring the fists
Leave the guns
Let's end this like men
Run full force into the gates of hell
Bring them down
To their knees
They will pay with blood
The hate, hate, hate
Is here to fucking stay
You're irate, irate, irate
It's time to fucking fight
They can beat us down
But not take our pride
We will rise again, again, again
Let the anger take hold
Bring out your demons
Bring out the pain
This world will know true justice
When they hear my name
The hate, hate, hate
Is here to fucking stay
You're irate, irate, irate
It's time to fucking fight
We beg them to stop
They laugh in our face
You wont feel the same
When you're in my place
They beg for mercy
It's one on one
Every man for himself
But we all stand together
You will fall to pieces
YOU!! WILL!! LOSE!!!
The hate, hate, hate
Is here to fucking stay
You're irate, irate, irate
It's time to fucking fight
The pain of being left behind has lingered inside you for years, years, years.
So you thought the patrons berating me weren’t bad enough, nuff, nuff.
I had open wounds all over my body.
And you dumped a bucket of salt on them.
You knew perfectly well how hurt I was before that.
Yet you tie a leash on my neck and commanded me to listen
Like the dog I was when I barked back at you.
No matter what my decision was, I was going to lose to you.
My attachment to you was the perfect gun for you to fire
Because it was loaded with the tablets that nearly did you in.
On that fateful day, you survived and I thought that true love was out of my reach.
You would have had the last laugh, but several days later, the joke’s on you.
I’m someone else’s now so tough luck and good riddance to bad rubbish.
You say you’re free of me,
Yet your memories of me have locked you up
and thrown away the key.
I know that because you have loads of trouble letting go of the past.
You can vent ‘til the cows come home that I never
made time for you, you, you!
Everything has to be about me, me, me!
But that was only the surface you scratched.
That’s the furthest you ever went.
It says more about you than me.
Hell, a beefcake could clear his schedule for you better than I can.
But his chivalry might be aggressive mimicry.
If he breaks your heart, it ain’t my problem.
Now that I’m out of your reach, you can’t touch me.
I’m mingling with the losers like I’m dancing in a nightclub in Italy.
It was a wakeup call to screw your shade
Because one of them loves everything about me.
It’s not looking the other way. It’s enjoying the person I was born to be.
Every day I don’t look you up online
Nor read your old messages, my memories of you hurt less and less.
While I can visualize you a decade from now
Still being stroppy about the delusion that I never cared for you.
Who knows? You could call me a cunt and still claim part of you loves me.
And you’re sorry it had to be this way.
But… fuck no! Let’s be real. You’re not sorry. No aspect of you loves me.
You played the sarcasm card on me. So how about a taste of your own medicine for a change?
Good luck becoming a psychologist with the attitude of a wack job.
Good luck getting that degree while you throw a fit on every single assignment you get.
Good luck handing that very same garbage you threw at me to a couple getting a divorce.
I can’t wait to see a patient badmouth you on Reddit and turn you into a court jester.
Maybe I did learn a lesson from you after all;
Knowing when it is time to let go and never come back.
You poor little porcupine.
It startled me that you jumped in front of a moving car.
I wish I could be there for you and help in any way I can.
But your quills pricked my heart when I gave you a hug.
I cannot pull them out or I would die.
So I had to tolerate this pain and let it suck the life out of me little by little
While I think back to when our affection for each other mended every obstacle we faced.
The future was bright for us.
You couldn’t stand by to let me sink
So you taught me to swim.
I wanted to return the favor badly.
But I didn’t know how I could, sadly.
The possibilities were endless when we spoke of our dreams.
You could picture yourself coming to my rescue and growing old with me.
You couldn’t wait to hear my voice as if your favorite show was about to air on TV.
You made every effort to show that you loved me
Even if I have nothing to give you in return except my own.
A year passed and the storm clouds were brewing.
The weather grew colder and attitudes turned sour.
I was working hard and I felt out of breath.
You were studying hard and you turned inflammable.
“Where was I when you needed me most?” you asked “calmly” one day.
“I’ve been fighting my own battles all this time.” I tell you. “Life hasn’t been kind to me lately.”
Please, please bear with me. I’m tired and I’m scared. I’m going to be left to my own devices.”
“You need to make more time for me.” You scream. “Anyone would have abandoned you ages ago”
“If you’ve been gone for as long as you did. Is several hours with me too much to ask?”
“Answer me, you ignorant, pathetic excuse of a child!!! Grow up!!!”
I couldn’t with you leeching off of my aura.
You made it seem like the world hates me now.
So I packed up my things, spread my wings, and flew off into the rain.
It doesn’t matter how badly you are suffering yourself
If the prospect that I need to take care of myself too slips your mind.
I never asked you to help me.
You did so at your own volition.
If you didn’t want to in the first place,
You could’ve answered, “No thank you.”
We could’ve gone on with our lives either way.
But here you are.
You called me immature.
You called me a teen in an adult’s body.
You said I never bothered to do my share.
But my dear porcupine, have you taken a look at yourself?
Or better yet, look in a mirror?
You don’t see the newfound greed in your heart, but I do.
The scholars in my inner circles do.
Whose leg are you trying to pull?
My loved ones know exactly what you said.
They know how selfish you’ve been acting and what I could’ve done.
If you think no one can love me the way you did, you could not be more wrong.
I can admit when I am anyway.
You went to town on me like I didn’t know how to count.
And my only response to your passionate rave was goodbye.
In the blink of an eye, you disappeared from my mind. Your quills in my heart decomposed.
It was like you were just another customer that treats cashiers like their punching bags.
I wish you the best of luck with your own hardships.
And I hope your own wounds heal entirely.
But I am done with you.
I am done letting your vitriol take up space.
I am done listening to you disguise your resentment as facts.
I am done hating myself for what our love has come to.
My love for you was just practice for the next person.
Nothing more, nothing less.
Demeter was wise to tell me to stop getting involved.
Because I discovered that what you don’t know
Was how amazing it felt to give you up and do her work
Without a care in the world. After all, you don’t know me.
You dug your understanding into me in the effort to bridge a gap
waited too long to explain my journey so I took a nap
Let you watch it all happen only no one could see
Slavery and death every day they kill me
What they don’t tell you is I’ve always been free
Fireflies in a jar for the world to see
The only ones who don’t notice are the powers that be
Yet my path doesn’t stifle me
This changes our playing field
From imaginary mine pit to a dream that’s real
Just want you to know how I feel
There are no words
We shall overcome
Let my people go
But where will we go?
Just let us LIVE
We’re forced to love you
And it’s starting to work
After all these centuries of destruction and hurt
Who i am is difficult to describe with the origins burnt
You think you know based on what you learned?
Lies are what keeps our faces turnt
Only I KNOW MY TRUTH.
Yes there’s History but it’s a lie and the mystery is how i made it sooo high
You should care to know all about that but why?
More convenient to to try and sigh with my disregard for the history
I don’t think of it because it angers me
To go forward now feels like I’m starting the fight
Because they forgot no one was right
I got my own lane out of the deal
And i take it when i create something real
It’s all my own so no one can take it
I thank my ancestors for helping to make it
When the time is right they won’t see me coming
But will wonder who that is with all the soulful whimsical humming
I need not quote when few will listen
fresh words are required that the people can get with
I’ll leave the excavations to the fall out kings
In the center of this fight I’ve learned some things
I’ll not be lecturing on this war on me
But if you open your eye’s you too will see
The constant threat of enemies
Only engage the direct approach
Change hate to love and squash the roach
But honestly i seldom encounter
Those types of problems
Yet they still exist
So i still resist
Until the day there is bliss
You put war on my lips, do you still want a kiss?
Im in love and I hate it,
It hurts so much,
Why did I have to fall in love with you?
You are like poison in my veins,
Im totally addicted to your games,
You are beautiful,
That beauty is tained,
I cant take it any more,
What am I supposed to do?
I want to be with you,
I want to run away from you,
I feel like Im spiralling down a hole,
I make the same mistakes,
Over and over again,
I cant walk away,
Like a moth drawn to a flame,
My heart overrules my head,
Its agony,
Its ecstasy,
I cant decide what I want more,
The pleasure or the pain,
Its magic the way you hypnotise,
I dont know what to believe any more,
My head is so messed up,
I love you,
I hate you,
I hate myself,
I look up to the stars and the planets for guidance,
I feel like Im falling through space,
I dont have the strength inside,
My head hangs low,
My heart pulled in different directions,
The tears flow freely,
I need to be strong,
I need to move on,
You make me feel bad and its not fair,
I feel so lost.
I have a marriage where I have always been loyal, honest and respectful.
You don’t.
I have class.
You don’t.
I have dignity.
You don’t.
I have integrity.
You don’t.
I have beauty, both inside and out.
You don’t.
I have self respect and self worth.
You don’t.
I have strength.
You don’t.
I have loyalty.
You don’t.
I have good character.
You don’t.
I have respect for other humans, as much as i have for myself.
You don’t.
I have street smart and common sense.
You don’t.
I have parents/grandparents who are proud of my choices. The ones they know and the ones they don’t. I know this.
You don’t
One day I hope to have children and when I do, I will have children who have a good hearted, moral mother. One who leads by example and shows them the right paths in life. Always.
You don’t.
He chose you because you are everything he never wanted in a partner.
Someone with tattoos
Someone with children
Someone easy
A whore
He chose you because you are everything he never wanted in a partner
Someone who would cheat on their husband
Someone who would cheat on their children
Someone easy
A whore
He chose you because you are everything he never wanted in a partner
Someone weak
Someone with low self respect
Someone easy
A whore
He chose you because you are everything he never wanted in a partner
Someone with no class
Someone with low self esteem
Someone easy
A whore
He chose you because he knew he would never want you. He wanted me but he needed a whore.
You told him you loved him.
He told me "I was doing it for us"
You told him you loved him.
He told me “She was just a hole to stick it in”
You told him you loved him
He told me “She was easy”
You told him you loved him.
He told me “I did what I had to”
You told him you loved him.
He told me “She meant nothing”
You told him you loved him.
He told me “She could have been anyone”
You told him you loved him.
He told me "The sex wasn't good"
You told him you loved him.
He told me “I had to think of you when I was with her”
You told him you loved him
He told me “I love you”
I don’t know you!
I don’t want to know you!
But I have to if I need to know why you loathe strangers like no tomorrow.
I’m a curious boy so I can’t stop poking my nose into the mess you made.
There’s a girl who lives in the British Isles.
She doesn’t know you!
You don’t want to know her!
Yet, you cut her open and call the cops on her so they can cure her wounds.
That is no accident. You fractured her soul on purpose and pretend it’s her fault.
Where is your humanity? Are you even human at all?
Who are you to call yourself an advocate for world peace?
So I say fuck your agenda. Your stupidity can't trick me into turning against the girl.
Just because the fire you started ain’t my business doesn’t mean I can’t chime in.
When a maiden as kind and sweet as she is in danger, it is everyone’s business.
Why do you claim to be in favor of equal rights when you have blood on your hands?
A good activist must always be a good pacifist. Never are their words used to perpetrate murder.
Who’s going to stand by you when the gravity of your actions come crashing down on you?
Who’s going to shelter you when the people you speak up for want nothing to do with you?
Who’s going to survive when your puppet shows concludes?
When you drop the mic that’s rigged with a bomb that blew up the city?
Look what you’ve done!! Look what you’ve done!! Look what you’ve done!!
You didn’t wake up to smell the roses that were painted by the blood spilt from your casualties.
The lone survivor is the girl who came close to death and there you are, continuing to break her.
You’d rather be comforted by your ego than brace yourself for the consequences of your miscalculation.
You don’t know the people you’re hurting as well as you think you do.
I pray now that the girl who survived the bombing buys an enchanted shield to keep you away from her.
My hypothesis is that nobody important in your life taught you that karma is a vindictive boomerang.
I’m not known for being a social butterfly, but I know an incredibly deadly viper when I see one.