Life is full
Only when I live it with you.
Love is real
Only when I behold it in your eyes.
Wine intoxicates
Only when I taste it on your lips.
Fire becomes pleasure
Only when I touch it with you.
Cold begets fire
Only when you’re here with me:
When wafts of love begin to soar,
Whispering my endless love for you.
friends for a while (with German/Germanic, Indo-European roots, Sanskrit, Old French, an unknown origin, and Latin influence)
the summer heat was
transforming, enveloping,
their truest nature
friends is friends, tells Cook
enemies unforgiving—
Im in love and I hate it,
It hurts so much,
Why did I have to fall in love with you?
You are like poison in my veins,
Im totally addicted to your games,
You are beautiful,
That beauty is tained,
I cant take it any more,
What am I supposed to do?
I want to be with you,
I want to run away from you,
I feel like Im spiralling down a hole,
I make the same mistakes,
Over and over again,
I cant walk away,
Like a moth drawn to a flame,
My heart overrules my head,
Its agony,
Its ecstasy,
I cant decide what I want more,
The pleasure or the pain,
Its magic the way you hypnotise,
I dont know what to believe any more,
My head is so messed up,
I love you,
I hate you,
I hate myself,
I look up to the stars and the planets for guidance,
I feel like Im falling through space,
I dont have the strength inside,
My head hangs low,
My heart pulled in different directions,
The tears flow freely,
I need to be strong,
I need to move on,
You make me feel bad and its not fair,
I feel so lost.
Waiting for a friend!
Here I am alone again laying on my tear soaked pillow
Feeling just like I do not matter like the weeping willow
All I wanted was a BFF so true one who would never offend
So here I am alone again waiting for that special friend
To have a BFF in my life even one would be a dream come true
One to share my secrets with that won’t leave out of the blue
To find a friend like that for me would be a true godsend
Oh the joy that I’d feel inside my heart waiting for a friend
So here I am alone again praying to the lord up in heaven above
For one that suits me to a T and fits me just like a glove
It’s so hard to hang on when your all alone with no one on which to depend
So if you have a friend don’t let go or you’ll always be waiting for a friend…
zoeycup.
if only i can sing
i would say
oh my friend
still remember when we
smiled and went our way
still remember the time
when we started calling each other's names
and as the new journey began
added a chapter in our life
though fewer the pages
but those imprint memories,
never leaving the sign
(which rule my mind)
if I could sing
I would say
oh! my friend
scared of having a new person in life
you proved it was alright
sometimes gotta trust the time
as I don't have many memories
with you, it is written beautifully
oh my friend
with this feeling for eternity
i will tolerate you lovingly :)
(here is your friend)
Verse 1:
All the lights and sounds
That I’ve been chasing
A blue sky appears in the distance.
Remembering our times then:
We crashed, joked, and smiled
Chorus:
As long as we’re faithful,
We can turn today
Into another memory.
We can find our way back to paradise.
Verse 2:
Have you forgotten how to cry?
You’re my piano star?
That guiding light:
Will you enter?
Bridge:
Yet, the memory’s not enough.
I still cannot get you out.
Get you out of my mind.
Yeah, those were good times.
Last-Chorus:
Live without doubts
Our hearts are
Eternally set in the afterglow.
Let it shine
Shine a light towards us.
Pretty face
Affable and sweet
Accept my invitation
Take the adjacent seat
Talk to me about your art and studies
The music you love
All that you find funny
And in our limited time together, consider my regret
I never told you about your eyes
Your beautiful hair
Or your apparent intellect
That when you left me that day, you never left my memory
That I dreamed about you since the day that you met me
That I suppressed my feelings, for fear of rejection
And I pushed them so far down, I forgot where I had left them
I will remain fond of you always and indefinitely
And in my absence I hope that you still think about me
I hope that you think about the laughs we shared and the connection I sought
I hope that you turn my way, when you're looking for a friend
I hope that you still trust me
And let me see you again
When you lose a friend, your heart aches terribly
When you lose a friend, time stops moving continuously
When you lose a friend, you have to act like strangers
When you lose a friend, eye contact becomes a danger.
I lost a friend today, and my heart is broken into pieces
I lost a friend today, and the pain is still crippling
I lost a friend today, and now I'm completely alone
I lost a friend today, and I'm lost with absolutely no direction
I lost a friend a month ago, and the pain hasn't stopped
I lost a friend a month ago, and he moved on leaving me alone
I lost a friend a month ago, and I'm crying, still not believing that it's real
I lost a friend a month ago, and I feel like I'm dying
I lost who I am, since you left
I lost who I am, and I don't want to go back
I lost who I am, because you stabbed me in the back
I'm lost, thank you
I thought that I understood what he was going through, but we all handle it differently. I mean, I understand that he's hurting, but I only just realized that he's giving up more and more of himself every day... And I'm scared, I'm scared that one day, he'll be gone for good, and I don't know where he's going after that. He did exactly what I did... He blamed God, and I've been praying and praying for God to show himself to him, even just a glimpse, so that I won't have to see him hurting anymore... He's starting to realize how the world works... It's problems, it's judgement, it's hurt and pain... All I want is for him to be happy again, and that'll be enough for me, then I can be happy again, but until then, I'll fight off the demons with my sword and my shield, and my prayer... He would be able to pray with me in the mornings, he could actually start a fire in my soul and build my weak faith, because the Lord knows that I need the help, "Woe to you, with little faith". God knows that I'm alone right now, and that I need another candle to reignite me, because even he knows that we need to be together in two's, why else would he ask for that when he gathered the twelve and sent them two by two? But right now, he's trapped in the grave with his grandfather, and he doesn't care that there's no oxygen, he doesn't care how uncomfortable he is, and he doesn't know how much it's killing me to watch him kill himself like that, to watch the boy who is like- no, IS a brother to me, act like he's happily resting in the grave, when I know that he's chained to his grandfather by an emotional chain that is his embrace that's harder to cut than Hercules string of life and it shoots through his heart right into mine... He loves him and doesn't want to let him go, and I want him to know that me and God love them both, and we wish that he would just understand the depths of our love, that's all I ask, is that he would let go of the hurt, and embrace the light that I want to give him. If God can bring Lazarus back in perfect condition, then he can bring my friend back too... I hear God say it every time I talk to him every morning at the pole and every night before bed, "let him come to me, bring him to me, for he is weary and needs rest, and I know that you and I miss him" as he wipes the tears that I cry for him nightly off my chin and cheek when I rest at my Fathers feet.
Please, come back to us. I miss you, we all miss you... With God's love, God bless.