I’ve begun to see that
Reincarnation is a fact.
Most of us see that word
As meaning ,we’ve died, and
Somehow we’ve come back.
But really, can you say you
Are as you were as a child?
Can you say you’ve not
Changed at all since you
Turned 13? 18? 25?
Can you say that child didn’t
Force you to grow up?
Can you say a parent’s death
Didn’t force you to grow up?
How many times, really,
Have you put yourself to bed
And woken up someone else?
No, dying, is but one rebirth
We experience in this life.
All the others, we live through,
Like caterpillars.
Do not weep for me now
For I am back in my mother’s arms
Do not morn another day
For I walk in peace
With those who have been waiting in the light
To share their everlasting love
Do not be saddened
For I have been blessed with your love
And carry it in my heart
To my new plain of existence
Do not be afraid
For I am a part of the light that shines down upon you
And brightens your way towards your future
Do not feel lonely
For I am the one who will watch over and protect you
Until we again walk hand in hand
To our eternal place of peace
“Who is he?”
I whisper to myself
as your eyes gaze off to the distance
and treat me with the unbearable silence
I’m a little too late, I guess,
I hear your eyes scream, they confess
It is him who holds your heart
The one you’d rather hold your hand
Under the city lights
In a cold November night
But my love for you is greater than his.
So do the honor and list down the things
you so liked about him
Watch me burn myself with a pile of leaves
and reborn as him
Just let me be your light, your candle tonight
I can be him, your lover, if you like
I’ll cut my wrist, drain the blood my ancestors
passed on to me
Replace it with the words he whispers
when I’m not around
Let his words flow down my veins so you may speak
and tell me all the things you never say to me
Slit my throat with the screen of the phone you use
To capture his face, his smile, the perfection, your muse
Because you never even once
took a picture of me
— or maybe my image is just
too hideous for you to keep?
What strength of lens does he use, you say?
I can smash mine down if it’s not the same
Use the shards to peel off my skin I so badly hate
Blessed is he to have the kind that keeps you sane
I’ll unclench my claws I’ve spent years to build
Pull them out and mold me his hands and feet
Let the blood spritz all over the room
Let them spell: HERE LIES A HOLY FOOL,
WHO SURRENDERED HIMSELF FOR LOVE —
BECAUSE HIS LOVE WAS NEVER ENOUGH.
Tell my mother I died a sweetest death
And I’ll be waiting in line in the Day of Resurrect
Pour out the gasoline all over my corpse for the final touch
Say a short Ignatian prayer before you strike the match
Watch my skin; watch my veins turn to ash, turn to dust,
as I’m enveloped and swallowed by flames
‘Cause I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of asking,
“Who is Carl, baby? I’m James.”
From now on, call me Carl.
She stepped out into the night
From out of the Nightmare came a cry
The creature's somber humming ever so quiet
luring the unsuspecting into a frenzy
She is all that stands between
a world of ire and a world of light
The shadows writhe in horror;
their ghastly creation a pale abhorrence
She was to be their Chosen One
A warrior angled to live more
than just a hollow existence
The souls were as bright as the stars
But unearthly blood stained the
tips of her hair, her sword, and her solace
Drop by drop it tinged the ground
The beastly burden of loss
The last chance to take a final breath
And all of it- gone.
No second chance.
However, the silence hungers and from
the fires she wakes
She steps out onto the plains
A blizzard creeps down her spine
The Demon Ruins she must bide
One last stop to sharpen the blade
Fill up the flask and check her Faith
The fool she may be
But bathed in blood, a kingdom undone
She will walk the unknown, let her story unfold
To find the truth
To end the curse
...of Winter Blood
It was 4 in the morning when I got the call, it was a foggy night; the kids were asleep and everything was so quiet, When I picked up the phone I couldn’t understand a word that he was saying, George Guidice the Secretary of State of the United States., “It destroyed everything, The earthquake destroyed everything, I need you to be in JFK within 2 hours, we’ll pick you up then” I was very shocked about Guidice call, I didn’t know what was happening, it just knew that I had to get to the airport as fast as I could. I gave a kiss to my kids and wife and I headed to the airport, when I arrived there was a whole team waiting for me ready to follow my orders. “We’re very glad you’re here doctor, we really need your help”, they said. As I jumped into the plane they started to explain what was happening. The earthquake in Nepal was just the beginning of the end. Based on a NASA super advanced Seismograph they could see where was going to be the next disaster. When I arrived to Nepal I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, everything was destroyed, thousands of persons without a home, starving or hurt. When I arrived to the base camp the secretary of state was waiting for me, he showed me the seismograph and show me all the damage that had happened in Nepal, 2000 casualties and counting . I started to work and I noticed that the next disaster was going to be in California, when I saw that I called the president of the united states immediately. “We must evacuate everyone” he said, so he called all of the leaders of the United States and starting to make all of the preparations for the evacuation, the only problem was that we didn’t knew how much time do we have until the next disaster. I need to stay in Nepal to keep working from here, we cannot do it from other place. After a few hours we got the call that we were hoping we didn’t get, “It has started” he said, the tsunami in California has started, it was a bigger disaster than it was in Nepal, all of the major cities in California were flooded, a lot of people lost everything, 18,000 casualties and counting, the world could not believe what they were seeing, so many people was dying and we were useless we cannot stopped it, After the tsunami in California the world started to worry and the panic started, people all over the world was breaking into markets to buy food, people were running away from the cities and heading to the country side to find shelter, but it didn’t stopped there, after 6 hours it happened in Cabo then in Argentina, then in Vietnam, London, Barcelona, Rome, Capri and so it was happening, at nearly the end of the world I figured out something, I found an algorithm that could predict when the next disaster was going to happen, The next place that was going to happen was in New York, when I saw the computer I enter in a state of shock, my family was there, I called the president and told him that my family was in New York, he told me he was going to get them out of there before the next disaster, After a few hours before the Earthquake in New york, the aftershock in Nepal arrived, so I lost all connection with my family, the only computer working in the Whole Country was the one I was using with the seismograph, and then I figured it out, the source of the disasters came from somewhere in Bangladesh so I sent a team to figure out what was causing the disasters, When they got back they brought me a small piece of technology I didn’t know what it was, no one did. When I opened it a flashlight came out of it and the last thing I heard was “Reprogramming planet operation starting in 5,4,3,2,1…”
It was 4 in the morning when I got the call, it was a foggy night; the kids were asleep and everything was so quiet, When I picked up the phone I couldn’t understand a word that he was saying, George Guidice the Secretary of State of the United States., “It destroyed everything, The earthquake destroyed everything, I need you to be in JFK within 2 hours, we’ll pick you up then” I was very shocked about Guidice call, I didn’t know what was happening, it just knew that I had to get to the airport as fast as I could. I gave a kiss to my kids and wife and I headed to the airport, when I arrived there was a whole team waiting for me ready to follow my orders. “We’re very glad you’re here doctor, we really need your help”, they said. As I jumped into the plane they started to explain what was happening. The earthquake in Nepal was just the beginning of the end. Based on a NASA super advanced Seismograph they could see where was going to be the next disaster. When I arrived to Nepal I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, everything was destroyed, thousands of persons without a home, starving or hurt. When I arrived to the base camp the secretary of state was waiting for me, he showed me the seismograph and show me all the damage that had happened in Nepal, 2000 casualties and counting . I started to work and I noticed that the next disaster was going to be in California, when I saw that I called the president of the united states immediately. “We must evacuate everyone” he said, so he called all of the leaders of the United States and starting to make all of the preparations for the evacuation, the only problem was that we didn’t knew how much time do we have until the next disaster. I need to stay in Nepal to keep working from here, we cannot do it from other place. After a few hours we got the call that we were hoping we didn’t get, “It has started” he said, the tsunami in California has started, it was a bigger disaster than it was in Nepal, all of the major cities in California were flooded, a lot of people lost everything, 18,000 casualties and counting, the world could not believe what they were seeing, so many people was dying and we were useless we cannot stopped it, After the tsunami in California the world started to worry and the panic started, people all over the world was breaking into markets to buy food, people were running away from the cities and heading to the country side to find shelter, but it didn’t stopped there, after 6 hours it happened in Cabo then in Argentina, then in Vietnam, London, Barcelona, Rome, Capri and so it was happening, at nearly the end of the world I figured out something, I found an algorithm that could predict when the next disaster was going to happen, The next place that was going to happen was in New York, when I saw the computer I enter in a state of shock, my family was there, I called the president and told him that my family was in New York, he told me he was going to get them out of there before the next disaster, After a few hours before the Earthquake in New york, the aftershock in Nepal arrived, so I lost all connection with my family, the only computer working in the Whole Country was the one I was using with the seismograph, and then I figured it out, the source of the disasters came from somewhere in Bangladesh so I sent a team to figure out what was causing the disasters, When they got back they brought me a small piece of technology I didn’t know what it was, no one did. When I opened it a flashlight came out of it and the last thing I heard was “Reprogramming planet operation starting in 5,4,3,2,1…”
The soft winds blow, the sun rays glow, where little fairies lie.
Leave your wares and dance with us be jubilant and free
Unadorned, no mask to hide, your loveliness to see
Let your spirit ride the wind, leave all constraints behind,
A new beginning, rebirth of life, unopened book of time.
To see the dark in me was to see the light
To set fire to my head was to cleanse my soul of a husk
To sell my mind to ascension was a must
It's how I saw there is no us
There's simply One
I saw Infinity within the eye
The spark of the cosmos is how to see what's right
To do that was to become alive
And the hardest thing i've done my whole life
So far i'm thankful for the warm morning sunshine
I grin knowing one day this shell will die
I miss being able to fly