In the night of sore darkness
In the thunderstorms,
A hungry plant lapping water
Till it’s too stiff to stand.
Striving to nap against my hand
In my own bed
Blinking my memorable eyes
At someone totally engaged in
Carving the night into figurine
That blows out midnight candle.
The wind wearing the curtain
In my room perceive the tree
The soundless howling
Of faceless ghosts
Digging the ground by its toes
Into my back to be in hurry.
When these ghosts came
To drag me out of my bed,
In the other world, my beloved
Beading her hair and
Plucking butterflies from cactus plants.
I shrieked from inside a fountain
A mermaid warned me to be silent.
Alas! I dreamt of me
Walking into the fast moving cars
And waking up with the wrecked arms
Just in the next morning.
*
The skies have never been greyer.
I don’t heal from mental scars overnight.
Neither do you.
I overthink small problems and I wither when I make mistakes.
So do you.
It made me smile that we have our own inner demons.
It gave me the realization that I would not be alone.
When two broken hearts get together,
I often dream that they are matches made in heaven.
Because we understand where we’ve been
And why these circumstances made us the way we are.
But in every relationship, it is the furthest thing from paradise.
It won’t be the last time that we’d be walking on thin ice.
You are a sweetheart to me and I won’t forget the way you changed my life.
You’ve inspired me to meet icons whose wealth exceeds my wildest dreams.
You’ve helped me see that they’re human beings just like you and me.
You’ve given me pieces of you to keep me on my feet and explore uncharted territory in Wonderland.
You’ve compelled me to think that you wouldn’t ask for much as long as I said,
“I love you. My life wouldn’t be the same without you.” every night.
You constantly worry you lose me and that nothing in life goes right for you.
I keep trying to do my own thing while battling the sergeants that disagree with my decisions.
Don’t let our fickle position be added to my list of never-ending burdens.
Sometimes I stay the best of friends with people I was fond of before.
I’m never the “love them and leave them” type as long as I’m still on good terms with them
And remind myself that the past is in the past and no one is taking me anywhere.
Not that anyone could anyway as long as I make a living trying to tell nectarines and peaches apart.
Tonight when I talked about it with you, the way I opened up to you was like stepping in a land mine.
I don’t want to keep secrets from you so you wouldn’t fear I’d leave you to drown in a vale of tears.
But I’ll lock them up and throw away the key if I’m put on the spot like this.
Then I wouldn’t let you touch me the way you do now.
I’ve learned many hard lessons from falling in love and interpreting one’s intentions.
One taught me that it’s pointless to disguise odium as empathy.
One taught me that I can never choose what the love of my life gets offended by.
One taught me not to rely too heavily on my other half lest I lose my ability to solve problems.
One taught me not to sacrifice too much when making a commitment.
One taught me that there’s more to life than shotgun weddings and procreation.
One taught me to love who I am before I can give my light to others.
A lost boy who’s a year away from adulthood has given me his by sharing his own disappointments
Yet he still has the heart to resurrect the brotherly side that I had previously lost to a poisonous fable.
I know I want to love
And I want to be loved in return
But I am a free spirit and close friends mean the world to me.
I never see myself as a “give and take” kind of bloke
All because the little things in life are what matters more to me.
Who would want a lover like that?
I am sorry that you feel the way you do, but no matter what the future brings,
I’ll always love you and be indebted to your compassion.
I swear on the grave of my jewel and cousin, I wish you the best in life
Whether I spend mine with you or not.
The skies have never been greyer.
She was crying as she ran into the house…crying as she slammed the door
“They called me ugly, Daddy !” She said…and then she cried some more.
He held her in his arms and as he felt his daughter cry
he thought…some people can be so mean…and he silently wondered why.
Quietly he held her close until her well of tears ran dry
When she looked up he could see a few surviving tears glistening in her eyes.
Then staring at her father she began to speak
“Am I ugly?” She asked as he wiped away the tears still lingering on her cheek.
Whoever said you were ugly…was only trying to me mean…
for I think you’re the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.
Think of all the beautiful people who went into making you…
I see your great grandma’s nose, your grandma’s smile
and your mother’s eyes of blue.
But I also see past your beautiful nose, your smile and your eyes
I can see into your heart…where your true beauty lies.
Your beauty shows itself to me in oh so many ways
not only do I think your beautiful…but you get more beautiful every day.
Some day you’ll understand, he said, the cruel things people say and do
tell much more about who they are…and nothing about you.
And as long as you know you’re beautiful…
and you believe that each and every day…
It won’t matter…not one bit…what other people say.
Her tears were now but a memory and a smile returned in her eyes of blue
she whispered, “Thank you, Daddy…I think you’re beautiful too.
Come on, take my hand.
There’s a stunning carnival
Right in front of us.
It lights up the night
Like a group of fireflies.
Don’t you see that we have
A chance to rule the night?
So what are you waiting for?
There’s lots to do.
So much to see.
Our hearts will guide us.
No point in holding back now.
We only live once.
We can’t waste this time away.
The night is so young,
But baby, so are we at heart.
The park is stunning.
It’s everything that
I dreamed of.
Why did I delay before?
Now that I’m grown up,
There’s no chains to hold me down.
Come on, take my hand.
The rest of our lives await!
Why are you so scared?
Is the rotating wheel barrel blocking our path?
Did the power outage cause your heart to beat so loud?
Intensive moments build up character and bravery.
Your fears are below you now.
The storm may have
Crashed the party,
But that’s not how I see it.
Being so close to danger
Puts what we’ve learned to the test.
So let’s stand our ground.
And not wait until tomorrow.
The park is stunning.
It’s everything that
I dreamed of.
Why did I delay before?
Now that I’m grown up,
There’s no chains to hold me down.
Come on, take my hand.
The rest of our lives await!
Une cape, une fraise en dentelle
Pâle comme l'aurore, rosée de grâce
Une robe blanche et un regard de glace
Et sur son coeur, un paisible gel.
Un diadème de sang, des yeux de brume
Des cheveux d'Albatre, un joyau au nombril
Vos mots meurent le long de ces cils
Surplombant ses paupières comme de fragiles plumes.
Elle observe, calme et sereine
Surplombant les colonnes comme une reine,
Une nymphe rose pâle du mausolée
Scellée, à l'apogée de la beauté
Dans un grand lit, sarcophage de verre
Ou repose en paix la reine polaire.
Une jeune tête brune, rêveuse
Monte son regard tendre vers les cieux
Elle observe la lune gibbeuse
Et des étoiles briller le feu
Il apperçoit au loin Neptune
Paleur bleutée au milieu des diamants
Bijoux vacillants de leur mère la lune
Eclairant faiblement les fossés et les champs
Ou repose le roi de la nuit
D'où dorénavent il ne saurait descendre
Balayées par le vent s'en vont ses cendres.
The storm has settled after a long summer.
The skies are clear, but the damage has been done.
I am charred, left abandoned in the ashes.
The humiliation during the wildfire led to my death.
The world I knew and loved disowned me.
But a baby bird had risen out of the ashes.
Despite its weak body, the newborn helped me onto my feet.
It led me away to start anew in a foreign world.
After all that had happened that led to this fire,
I know now that my old name is nothing but a memory
Left to be scorned by bloodthirsty eels.
Be free, young phoenix. Fly away and keep your voice close.
They'll be coming for you when they discover you're still alive.
It is better to let them think that you are dead
than attempt to kill yourself putting up a fruitless fight.
They can deceive the world all they like, but karma has its ways.
They will always be overshadowed by a much more unified flock.
But for now, I walk alone with no one but the baby bird perched on my shoulder.
I see a bit of my old life in it, but it possesses the need to change;
A quality that the world I left behind is too blind to see.
Be free, young phoenix. Fly away and keep your voice close.
They'll be coming for you when they discover you're still alive.
It is better to let them think that you are dead
than attempt to kill yourself putting up a fruitless fight.
By the time the bloodthirsty eels see me again, it will already be too late.
Their lack of intelligence is what I have to thank for getting me to where
I am needed most the whole time I have slaved away.
Too bad that they'll never know that I am not the poor unfortunate soul that I used to be.
The winter has arrived and the joys of Christmas Day have given the baby bird strength
To regain the fire that I have long-admired since I was no less than eight years of age.
The new year is around the corner and it is more than ready to spread its wings and fly
Like it did four years ago. It amazes me to see how kids grow up so fast.
Be free, young phoenix. Fly away and keep your voice close.
They'll be coming for you when they discover you're still alive.
It is better to let them think that you are dead
than attempt to kill yourself putting up a fruitless fight.
It is no longer our battle anyway for our destiny lies far away from this mom-and-pop.
Plump and oozing, the rosebuds wet
Doused in full shot, with doubled red
To rouse gaiety and flare of lamps
Cupped in single flower-folds and wrapped
Close to the heart, carrying beloved babes
By sovereign arms giving all embrace;
When guarded under family love and conclave,
Against the long-sheltering stone of a grave.
The scattered meadow, like a sun-filtered dam
Tidy placid area, where exchanged winds ran
Odour and resurrection of fair clef;
Row burgeoning in panoply conferring,
Dead silence bidden by the whirlwind
That almost dropped a spirit up the trees.
Around, around there forms a woman body
Curved on the sides, all rising as you stand:
A virgin stature fresh from water-drops;
Her tears ever preserved in the pure clouds.
When young, before, your heart would doubtfully,
Shake in confusion, afraid deflowering it was.
But the child went into her last,
Growth length, and gone into heights,
Where herself of herself could not deny
Anymore, for life is unchangeable; it's what it is:
It keeps a song, you sing along and worship
That God which created thee from dust.
And still, prayers still invoke intoning on
What holy, to remain all, in elevation.