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1 Take it all in Poem 69 19 years ago
2 Not in the mood tonight Poem 76 19 years ago
3 Trapped and alone Poem 76 19 years ago
4 How does it end Poem 76 19 years ago
5 So many questions Poem 77 19 years ago
6 Hiding away Poem 80 19 years ago
7 No place to fit Poem 81 19 years ago
8 River of tears Poem 81 19 years ago
9 When the alcohol wins Poem 1 81 19 years ago
10 When i drink Poem 81 19 years ago
11 Lost in a daze Poem 81 19 years ago
12 Untitled -- 7.15.2005 Poem 83 18 years ago
13 Untitled -- 2.21.2005 Poem 83 19 years ago
14 Don't try to understand Poem 83 19 years ago
15 Such negative thoughts Poem 84 19 years ago
16 Again to stress Poem 84 19 years ago
17 Alone here Poem 84 19 years ago
18 Anxiety building inside Poem 84 19 years ago
19 This is my life Poem 84 19 years ago
20 Am i still dreaming Poem 84 18 years ago
21 the month of stress Poem 84 19 years ago
22 In the face of suicide Poem 2 84 19 years ago
23 When everything falls Poem 85 19 years ago
24 who cares Poem 85 19 years ago
25 A reflection of you Poem 86 19 years ago
26 I think of you Poem 86 19 years ago
27 Only a dream Poem 2 86 18 years ago
28 Straight to my heart Poem 86 19 years ago
29 Crashing Poem 1 86 19 years ago
30 Untitled -- 2.27.2005 Poem 86 19 years ago
31 When it starts Poem 86 19 years ago
32 What am i waiting for Poem 86 19 years ago
33 Why bother Poem 87 19 years ago
34 Reborn Poem 87 19 years ago
35 My feelings shall spill Poem 87 19 years ago
36 Addicted to you Poem 87 19 years ago
37 Only you Poem 87 19 years ago
38 Caught in an endless loop Poem 87 19 years ago
39 Now and again Poem 87 19 years ago
40 I must go Poem 87 19 years ago
41 No one but you Poem 88 19 years ago
42 I am nobody Poem 88 19 years ago
43 thoughts on my mind Poem 88 19 years ago
44 Feeling out of touch Poem 2 88 19 years ago
45 When the darkness comes Poem 88 19 years ago
46 Just another night Poem 88 19 years ago
47 Where i hide Poem 89 19 years ago
48 Back on my feet Poem 89 19 years ago
49 Hours Alone Poem 89 19 years ago
50 I wish upon a star Poem 90 19 years ago
51 Never say goodbye Poem 90 19 years ago
52 Where to begin Poem 90 19 years ago
53 Falling from me Poem 90 19 years ago
54 As i wait Poem 1 91 19 years ago
55 Becomming a part of me Poem 91 19 years ago
56 Too much pressure Poem 91 18 years ago
57 Burning desire Poem 91 18 years ago
58 Crying inside Poem 91 19 years ago
59 Afraid to be social Poem 91 19 years ago
60 Death is calling Poem 91 19 years ago
61 From time to time Poem 92 19 years ago
62 Walk away Poem 92 18 years ago
63 Feeling like i will burst Poem 92 19 years ago
64 Untitled -- 10.27.2005 Poem 92 18 years ago
65 Beyond gone Poem 92 19 years ago
66 Something i can't explain Poem 92 19 years ago
67 Let me cry Poem 93 19 years ago
68 Lost and blind Poem 93 19 years ago
69 So i am drunk Poem 93 19 years ago
70 Just gather Poem 93 19 years ago
71 Mistake Poem 94 18 years ago
72 As my world begins to shake Poem 94 19 years ago
73 Why do things end up this way Poem 1 94 19 years ago
74 Untitled -- 11.13.2005 Poem 94 18 years ago
75 Hit the ground Poem 94 19 years ago
76 I breath no more Poem 94 19 years ago
77 This one's for you Poem 1 94 19 years ago
78 Adrift at sea Poem 94 19 years ago
79 Feelings concrete Poem 94 19 years ago
80 The future in my eyes Poem 94 19 years ago
81 So much time alone i write Poem 1 95 19 years ago
82 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 95 18 years ago
83 Let it rain Poem 95 18 years ago
84 A Shooting Star Poem 95 19 years ago
85 Standing there Poem 95 19 years ago
86 Going crazy Poem 95 19 years ago
87 In darkness i lay Poem 95 19 years ago
88 Lost in a daze Poem 95 19 years ago
89 As my life becomes a blur Poem 95 19 years ago
90 What hope Poem 95 19 years ago
91 Show me how to live Poem 96 19 years ago
92 Always alone in the end Poem 1 96 19 years ago
93 Without me Poem 96 18 years ago
94 Untitled -- 11.21.2004 Poem 1 96 19 years ago
95 Your glow Poem 96 19 years ago
96 A shining star Poem 96 19 years ago
97 Life and death Poem 96 19 years ago
98 Floating away Poem 96 19 years ago
99 A turn for the worst Poem 1 96 19 years ago
100 Missing you Poem 96 19 years ago
101 Let me in Poem 97 19 years ago
102 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 97 18 years ago
103 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 97 18 years ago
104 Like a spark Poem 97 19 years ago
105 No faith and no hope Poem 97 19 years ago
106 Weep and sorrow Poem 97 19 years ago
107 Closer to the end Poem 97 19 years ago
108 Untitled -- 4.21.2005 Poem 97 19 years ago
109 What i need to do Poem 97 19 years ago
110 Even when i drink Poem 98 19 years ago
111 My self destruction Poem 98 18 years ago
112 No room to breathe Poem 98 19 years ago
113 everlasting emotions Poem 98 19 years ago
114 One way or another Poem 98 18 years ago
115 A connection that i feel Poem 98 19 years ago
116 Disconnected Poem 98 19 years ago
117 How i wish someone was there Poem 98 19 years ago
118 If only Poem 98 18 years ago
119 i am nobody Poem 98 19 years ago
120 Becoming to empty to live Poem 98 19 years ago
121 Here i stand Poem 98 19 years ago
122 Trying to forget Poem 99 18 years ago
123 A song stuck in my head Poem 99 18 years ago
124 I just want to die Poem 99 19 years ago
125 Untitled -- 2.18.2005 Poem 99 19 years ago
126 Is it what i want or what i need Poem 1 99 19 years ago
127 Gone away Poem 99 19 years ago
128 Off the path Poem 100 19 years ago
129 When its too late Poem 100 19 years ago
130 As far as i can see Poem 100 19 years ago
131 Thoughts that cross my mind Poem 100 19 years ago
132 Adrift in the wind Poem 101 19 years ago
133 My deep depression Poem 1 101 19 years ago
134 Down Poem 101 18 years ago
135 I dissapear Poem 101 18 years ago
136 Into darkness i am drawn Poem 101 19 years ago
137 Alone in misery Poem 101 19 years ago
138 I don't know what to do Poem 102 19 years ago
139 5 AM 6/7/04 Poem 102 19 years ago
140 I have no choice Poem 102 19 years ago
141 So I dream Poem 2 103 19 years ago
142 The gravity of love Poem 103 19 years ago
143 Long nights of drinking Poem 103 19 years ago
144 So why Poem 103 19 years ago
145 I can only dream Poem 103 19 years ago
146 From within Poem 103 18 years ago
147 As i slide Poem 103 19 years ago
148 Free falling Poem 104 19 years ago
149 Into the abyss Poem 104 19 years ago
150 How should it be Poem 104 19 years ago
151 Suicidal Thoughts Poem 1 104 19 years ago
152 Lingering on the past Poem 105 18 years ago
153 In the depths of my soul Poem 105 19 years ago
154 Alone 2 Poem 105 19 years ago
155 Broken Poem 1 105 19 years ago
156 How i am Poem 105 19 years ago
157 What now Poem 105 19 years ago
158 I love you Poem 105 19 years ago
159 A good friend Poem 1 105 19 years ago
160 My only friend Poem 106 19 years ago
161 Now im drunk Poem 106 19 years ago
162 What needs to happen Poem 1 106 19 years ago
163 Untitled -- 7.23.2005 Poem 106 18 years ago
164 I miss you Poem 106 19 years ago
165 To the edge Poem 107 18 years ago
166 Alone yet again Poem 107 19 years ago
167 When depression sets in Poem 108 18 years ago
168 My only release Poem 108 19 years ago
169 Time to live another day Poem 108 19 years ago
170 Don't give up don't go away Poem 108 19 years ago
171 Im a waste Poem 108 19 years ago
172 Paint the portrait Poem 109 11 years ago
173 My only escape Poem 109 19 years ago
174 As i take my last breath Poem 109 19 years ago
175 Letting go Poem 109 19 years ago
176 The center of the universe Poem 109 18 years ago
177 Barely the strength to stand Poem 109 19 years ago
178 Gone with the night Poem 109 19 years ago
179 Further away Poem 109 18 years ago
180 Forever sleep Poem 110 18 years ago
181 Listen to the voices Poem 110 18 years ago
182 The day i tried to live Poem 110 19 years ago
183 Like a flower Poem 110 19 years ago
184 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 111 19 years ago
185 As i go on alone Poem 112 19 years ago
186 Alone Poem 1 112 19 years ago
187 Letting go Poem 113 19 years ago
188 Against fate Poem 1 113 19 years ago
189 Long lonely nights Poem 114 19 years ago
190 As the stress builds up Poem 1 115 19 years ago
191 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 116 16 years ago
192 When im down Poem 116 19 years ago
193 As i come to an end Poem 117 19 years ago
194 Im sorry Poem 118 19 years ago
195 It consumes me Poem 118 18 years ago
196 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 119 18 years ago
197 Holding you tight Poem 119 19 years ago
198 To an end Poem 119 17 years ago
199 Fire in the sky Poem 119 10 years ago
200 I just don't know Poem 120 19 years ago
201 The way home Poem 120 10 years ago
202 anxiety to insomnia Poem 5 121 19 years ago
203 Like a burning fire Poem 121 19 years ago
204 As i pull the trigger Poem 2 123 19 years ago
205 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 123 19 years ago
206 As i struggle Poem 123 19 years ago
207 I crumble and drown Poem 124 19 years ago
208 Life on the curb Poem 124 19 years ago
209 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 125 16 years ago
210 As i become separated Poem 1 125 19 years ago
211 Wandering soul Poem 126 17 years ago
212 That's life Poem 127 11 years ago
213 As i sit Poem 127 19 years ago
214 It's just the way i feel Poem 128 19 years ago
215 Drink it all away Poem 128 17 years ago
216 Untitled -- 3.11.2006 Poem 128 18 years ago
217 Alone Poem 129 11 years ago
218 What could be better Poem 129 19 years ago
219 Going down Poem 129 18 years ago
220 Roaming Soul Poem 130 18 years ago
221 The shadow Poem 1 130 12 years ago
222 The in between Poem 130 12 years ago
223 Untitled -- 4.8.2007 Poem 131 17 years ago
224 Untitled -- 7.14.2006 Poem 131 17 years ago
225 An empty space Poem 2012 132 12 years ago
226 No sunlight Poem 1 132 10 years ago
227 Untitled -- 8.30.2006 Poem 133 17 years ago
228 Who am i Poem 133 11 years ago
229 Distance Poem 133 18 years ago
230 Dreams Poem 134 17 years ago
231 Untitled -- 9.26.2007 Poem 134 16 years ago
232 Untitled -- 10.26.2006 Poem 135 17 years ago
233 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 135 18 years ago
234 Untitled -- 5.14.2008 Poem 135 15 years ago
235 Starting over Poem 135 17 years ago
236 Untitled -- 3.16.2005 Poem 1 135 19 years ago
237 Straight to the bottom Poem 136 10 years ago
238 Alone i break Poem 136 18 years ago
239 Rock bottom Poem 137 14 years ago
240 Untitled -- 4.15.2007 Poem 137 17 years ago
241 The used Poem 137 14 years ago
242 So tired.... Poem 138 14 years ago
243 Untitled -- 9.23.2006 Poem 138 17 years ago
244 Broken wings Poem 139 10 years ago
245 Still Dreaming Poem 139 8 years ago
246 My final words Poem 140 18 years ago
247 Masters of the universe Poem 140 10 years ago
248 Untitled -- 9.12.2009 Poem 140 14 years ago
249 Into the dark Poem 140 16 years ago
250 Ending it.... Poem 140 16 years ago