I am blind to what the rest of the world can see
Every day wondering what the fuck is wrong with me
Why the hell was i put on this earth
When i just wish i was dead long before birth
But i am still here
Still getting in the way
And sometimes fear
Living another day
When i finish the bottle there is no turning back
The morning after my life i will lack
No one can save me no matter how hard you try
No one can stop me its my time to die
I have no hope for dreams to me its all a lie
Im tired of being pushed in so many different directions
Leaving me emotionless longing for affection
Ive pushed away all my friends
This is how my life ends.......