Too much pressure
Days drifting through
Left so unsure
Where my future leads to
As my walls come tumbling down
Only left with memories of you
The past will slowly fade
As my heart begins to beat
When everyone has gone away
Left in a cold dark defeat
Wondering whats left to say
Is there anything left of me
Where has my soul gone
Is anyone there
When it all goes wrong
No one could understand or care
Looking in the mirror wondering whats within
Wonder what i am
Darkness deep beneath my skin
So lost to what i was
Where do i begin
Some where lost and left behind
No place in this world to fit in
The cold shoulder if the world is so unkind
I just want to run and hide
Nothing left to place to be
Crashing like waves inside
Forever a part of me
The answers i seek i may never know
Looking past what i see
I can only hope to learn and grow
From this pressure i hope to someday be free
Before this ship sinks to low