Not in the mood tonight

Not in the mood tonight

Im about ready to jump off the edge and take flight

In darkness where the fuck is my guiding light

I don't know how much longer i can be polite

I will pass on in the night

I know that doesn't make it right

But i have become to uptight

Thoughts i have that conflict i bank

Only to be where my ship sank

Why does everything in my life collide

Driving me to suicide

So many nights i have cried

If i said i knew the answers lied

Doesn't matter how much i have tried

I pray to wash away with the tide

Long lost thoughts aboard this ride

falling down the spiral i glide

Where i rest my head i sleep

In hopes i dream of counting sheep

Anything is better than the darkness that creep

All i know see when i awaken from the beep

Slipping sliding and falling down

Feeling like the worlds biggest clown

Thoughts that swarm me till i drown

Legs so numb i fall to the ground

Soon after my lifeless body is found

All is gone not a word or a sound

Maybe in the afterlife ill see you around

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