Not in the mood tonight
Im about ready to jump off the edge and take flight
In darkness where the fuck is my guiding light
I don't know how much longer i can be polite
I will pass on in the night
I know that doesn't make it right
But i have become to uptight
Thoughts i have that conflict i bank
Only to be where my ship sank
Why does everything in my life collide
Driving me to suicide
So many nights i have cried
If i said i knew the answers lied
Doesn't matter how much i have tried
I pray to wash away with the tide
Long lost thoughts aboard this ride
falling down the spiral i glide
Where i rest my head i sleep
In hopes i dream of counting sheep
Anything is better than the darkness that creep
All i know see when i awaken from the beep
Slipping sliding and falling down
Feeling like the worlds biggest clown
Thoughts that swarm me till i drown
Legs so numb i fall to the ground
Soon after my lifeless body is found
All is gone not a word or a sound
Maybe in the afterlife ill see you around