Anxiety building inside
So many fears and thoughts killing me
To much to handle i run and hide
No one knows no one can see
The fear driving me to suicide
Would anyone notice if i cese to be
You may think im fine but my face lied
Tired of this shit i set myself free
Laying in a pool of blood where i cried
Maybe i will find hapiness in death
Looking forward to my last breath
As my hands shake and my heart begins to race
No strenght in me to keep up with the pace
I become lost in my thoughts to a different place
Lost somewhere between time and space
Laying in bed i begin to sweat
Thinking of all the things i regret
Wishing i could start over and just go back
So i wouldn't be here with all the stress and an anxiety attack
With too much to bear im ready to give in
Just when i think its over it is about to begin
Reaching out but no one is there
Does anyone even really care
Laying in the darkness i drown
Nothing to save me i fall down