It seems there is no place I fit
An endless search with no hit
Alone in the darkness where I sit
No place to fit
Alone even when I am not
Cold even when I am hot
Giving in to fears I once fought
Lost and alone in many hours of thought
No place to fit
Maybe I was never meant to be
If I am I just don’t see
Once again I long to be free
Feeling I have no room to breathe
I am here but to the world there is no me
No place to fit
In a world so big seems like I just was not meant to be in it
Everyday seems like the beginning of the end
Engulfed in darkness I cannot mend
Ignored and forgotten Death is my only friend
Cut me I will bleed hurt me I will bend
An S.O.S. to the world I wish I could send
No place to fit
I could scream but who would here it
I could cry but who would care or see it
I could die but who would care
Like a fallen angel with broken wings
Feeling the pain as it stings
Fear of the possible outcomes the future brings
I never had much patience with these things
Like a fountain my sadness flows
As whom I used to be goes
What I may become nobody knows
With no place to fit
Maybe I should just end it