No place to fit

It seems there is no place I fit

An endless search with no hit

Alone in the darkness where I sit

No place to fit

Alone even when I am not

Cold even when I am hot

Giving in to fears I once fought

Lost and alone in many hours of thought

No place to fit

Maybe I was never meant to be

If I am I just don’t see

Once again I long to be free

Feeling I have no room to breathe

I am here but to the world there is no me

No place to fit

In a world so big seems like I just was not meant to be in it

Everyday seems like the beginning of the end

Engulfed in darkness I cannot mend

Ignored and forgotten Death is my only friend

Cut me I will bleed hurt me I will bend

An S.O.S. to the world I wish I could send

No place to fit

I could scream but who would here it

I could cry but who would care or see it

I could die but who would care

Like a fallen angel with broken wings

Feeling the pain as it stings

Fear of the possible outcomes the future brings

I never had much patience with these things

Like a fountain my sadness flows

As whom I used to be goes

What I may become nobody knows

With no place to fit

Maybe I should just end it

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