Where to begin
The one place i don't suffer i fail to get in
First scared now lost with no helping hand
I want to make it through but i just can't
I shake shiver and begin to slant
Once going up now going down
In the end there is no one around
Like everyone dissapeared without a trace or sound
As i clentch my fists and begin to pound
I am lost wondering when i will be found
What i once had is gone i cannot mend
The deperession of failing never seems to end
A struggle in my mind for reasons to live and not bend
Thoughts of death never go away
I guess when i make it through that will be the day
Until than i continue on a stray
Living in uncertainty and dismay
Hoping of more postive thoughts to relay
I do not wish to give up i wish to stay