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This is my life
This is my life
Feeling like I just want to end it with this knife
Why do things always turn out this way
Tears for me 6 feet under where I lay
All you can do for me is pray
There will always be another day
Only with you does my depression go away
Mostly alone in darkness I stay
Going crazy with no one to tell me its okay
Feeling like fates slave
Feeding it into my grave
With death I collide
With thoughts of suicide
It seems like as hard as I try
Everything I have done is nothing but a lie
As I break down and cry
Never giving the chance in life to fly
You breathe thoughts into my mind
If you take the time you might find
The thoughts of you are gentle and kind
Between us miles of space
Seems life has made it impossible for me to be in the same place
Dreaming of looking upon your face
Trying to take things at a slow pace
But time has made my life into a race
Trying to find the light
Seems like a never ending fight
So far gone out of sight
Everything worth living is out of sight
Like I have no right
Unable to break through the ice
What held my head up is gone with one slice
Crawling in darkness like mice
Stuck in this hole
An eternal plain for my endless wandering soul
Drowning in a sea of tears and emptiness I grow cold
Killing me softly I begin to fold
Thoughts of suicide become so bold
This is my life
Wishing I could trade it in
Before I even begin
From start to end
My heart has no more sorrow left to send
This is my life
