Everything seems to fall from me
Moving past the point i can see
Like a falling star i cease to be
Drained of confidence and courage i long to be free
Running through the galaxy i seek the tools
Knowledge was gained but i feel like a fool
Trapped in thought held back by rule
Broke down on the road left with no fuel
As i collapse and fall on my face
As i meet my end i move in a fast pace
Nearing the end of this long race
I feel like a failure and a disgrace
Im physically here but mentally in a different place
Far from what i was before
I trip and i stumble as i seek the door
Running fast as i fall and hit the floor
My dreams crumble and i see no more
What is the point in trying what is it all for
Now the only thing i look forward to is drinking until everything spins
Feeling like everything i do turns into sins
This is my life and so it begins
There is no meaning to the words i speak
For this life is short and i am weak
My pool is unsure and so it leaks
Feeling like an outcast or a freak
I need another drink to levitate
When im drinking i feel so great
But still empty and alone as of late
I wonder if i will die alone or if this is my fate
I don't know what to do in my current state
Where the end begins happiness seems so fake
No one cares to see as i drown in the lake
As i crumble and fall like a gentle snow flake