Falling from me

Everything seems to fall from me

Moving past the point i can see

Like a falling star i cease to be

Drained of confidence and courage i long to be free

Running through the galaxy i seek the tools

Knowledge was gained but i feel like a fool

Trapped in thought held back by rule

Broke down on the road left with no fuel

As i collapse and fall on my face

As i meet my end i move in a fast pace

Nearing the end of this long race

I feel like a failure and a disgrace

Im physically here but mentally in a different place

Far from what i was before

I trip and i stumble as i seek the door

Running fast as i fall and hit the floor

My dreams crumble and i see no more

What is the point in trying what is it all for

Now the only thing i look forward to is drinking until everything spins

Feeling like everything i do turns into sins

This is my life and so it begins

There is no meaning to the words i speak

For this life is short and i am weak

My pool is unsure and so it leaks

Feeling like an outcast or a freak

I need another drink to levitate

When im drinking i feel so great

But still empty and alone as of late

I wonder if i will die alone or if this is my fate

I don't know what to do in my current state

Where the end begins happiness seems so fake

No one cares to see as i drown in the lake

As i crumble and fall like a gentle snow flake


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