I feel like I am going fucking crazy
Stuck in this house with nothing to do but be lazy
No work no place to go
Never before have I felt so low
The feelings in me I never let flow
My death wish every day begins to grow
The end I cannot stop only slow
In the night my blood will glow
Whatever is left is a meal for the crow
Some things Are better off for only me to know
Going crazy
Once with a job and a place of my own
Once that was lost my depression had a new tone
My only cure is someone to talk to even if only on the phone
So that I don’t feel so alone
After moving now I have nothing
Cut off from the world I only talk to friends from time to time
Stuck in this fucking house every day drives me out of my mind
Reason for living I just cannot find
Depressed like those who are blind
Life just sucks and is so unkind
Finding love but no ability to pursue
I would give anything to be with you
You are the only thing in my life now that seems so true…..
As most everything else in my life has been cruel
All I will ever want is you………..