Feeling like i will burst
It is hope i crave and love i thrist
Hopeing for the best and expecting the worst
Is it just bad luck or am i cursed
If i should fall it won't be the first
My heart begins to sink as my mind explodes
No longer can i carry these heavy loads
My body begins to shake and then implodes
My whole life walking down the wrong roads
Crushing me with such enormous weight
But no one can save me before its too late
Maybe i will be forgotten isn't life just great
I guess all i have to say is thanks for nothing fate
Wishing life had a reset button so i could have a clean slate
To do it all over again and have a clean plate
What's done is done and cannot change
I can only hope to fix and rearrange
I can't go back as much as i would like to
if i could i would change things just so i could be with you