What am i waiting for
Ive already closed the door
The lights are on but im not home anymore
As pieces of me hit the floor
Watch me as i crash and burn
As i take another wrong turn
My reality is for no one to learn
I hide my thoughts far far away
Building inside me every day
As much as i try there is just no way
Shattered and broken
Seeing only red
Only wishing to turn in my token
So here i sit
What will it take before my wrists are slit
My own thoughts sometimes i even do not understand
So i sit and wait
Where will i land
When its too late
Who am i
Nobody great
I won't lie
I don't believe in hapiness anymore and fuck fate
My mind has become an empty space
Hollow inside with an empty grace
It's all fake including the smile on my face
As i fade away without a trace
Once again left in the dark
Ive lost myself and burned out my spark