This is what i feel needs to happen
I need to take then next step
I need to do this myself
Only one that can do this is me
I will not back down i will not flee
I will stay strong i will continue to be
I am alone and will not fear any future i may see
If i do not change now i may never
I know what i need to do and if i don't i shall be alone forever
No matter what i will complete the next step and not shed another feather
I can only try to correct my mistakes
i do not blame my father i have no regret or hate
This is my life only i can change and i know whats at stake
I will change my life and fix things before its too late.....
i feel the same way