Suicidal Thoughts

When friends need help im always there

Yet when i need help its like pulling hair

Theres nothing more i hate than relying on friends

Seems like everyone i know goes away in the end

But at the moment i really have no choice

So it seems im left hanging so just hear my voice

It seems now i have hit a brick wall

I don't know what else to do i just want to end it all

Im sick of the bullshit and the lies

Would anyone even care if i die

In the end its all for nothing no matter how much i try

I can only begin to describe the thoughts on my mind

Death to me is a last resort but it seems the only answer i can find

Emptyness is all thats left me

It seems like maybe i was never meant to be

Maybe i should stop fighting the current and let the river carry me out to sea

I feel like im getting no where like i will never break free

The answers seem non existant not one lead

I can't help this thoughts and i just cant stand it

I wish i could just dissapear far away to another planet

Because happy endings are non existant here

Im tired of the failure and fear

Sometimes my only cure is in the next beer

Just when things start looking up

Everything comes down in the end i am always fucked






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Wow, I love this, thank you.

Wow, I love this, thank you.