When its too late

When its too late

I am sealed by fate

My landlord is such a bitch i fight for reason not to hate

Ive lost everything from which i have felt safe

With obsticles in my way i struggle to strafe

I guess no one cares so why should i

Depression building up so much i want to break down and cry

There is only one person that keeps me from suicide

From cutting my wrists and waiting to die

Feeling so confused welcome to my life

I struggle for reason to live another day

I work jobs i hate just so i can stay

hoping we can meet someday

To me its worth it even though it may not i hope it may

All i can do is hope and pray

That something good will come my way

When its too late

You will find nothing in my left to save

As i continue on digging my grave

To the economy i have become its slave

I want to go to college to make my way

But not even my mother has any faith

I just want to end it now and give into my fate

When its too late......








Author's Notes/Comments: 

what can i say my life fucking sucks so much i just want to end it. i want to go to college but after talking with my mother she doesn't think i should go i guess cuz she knows how much problems i had in high school maybe she is right maybe im just a fucking retard lol.....

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