Hours Alone
No one to talk to not even on the phone
No voices other than my own
Like a long sad tone
The lights are on but no ones home
Hours Alone
As I begin to drift away
Depressing hours alone give me less reason to live another day
Running out of reasons to stay
As everything becomes dull and grey
Always a battle with fate
Darkness devouring me at an increasing rate
Losing myself to an altered state
No one to save me before its too late
In a constant battle with fate
Like an enemy at the gate
Hours alone
I feel like so much times is going to waste
Not working is just not my place
Like I am staring failure right in the face
Wishing there was an easier way but that is just not the case
Hours alone
I can only hope things will work out and I will be back on my feet
Spending hours thinking about you and me
Wondering if my future holds defeat
Wondering what I will do when and if I succeed
At least I no longer try to fill emptiness with greed
No longer in darkness I can now breathe