When it starts
Broken fragments of thoughts i speak
Words spoken only describing parts
Becoming to fragile and week
When it starts
Trying to understand but to me its all greek
Trying to save what little is left
But everything seems so bleak
Losing sight of all hope with the reaper's theft
Would you understand if inside me you could peek
Let the overwhelming sadness keep you from a lift
Building up a breaking point as i begin to leak
An endless fall into destiny's gift
Fadeing into the night
Dying is just not my style
So i turn to write
When the darkness is cold and vile
And i begin to lose my sight
Holding back my deepest thoughts walking through the nile
To lost to run and to weak to put up a fight
To tired to get up and walk lthe extra mile
Forever lost in an eternall darkness only seeking light